Crap Chanting

REJOIIICEEEEEEEEE

2009-10-26T02:41:00.000+08:00

109/150.

PIANO EXAM PASSSSSSSSS!!!

need to chill

2009-10-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

Today's pudes lesson was dry ttm, thankfully there wasn't mmfund to make my evening even more awful. Stress level hitting an all time high now. wanna die

2009-10-13T01:22:00.003+08:00

everybody's negativity is crashing down on me.

isn't there anything that we can be happy about?

like holding hands and dancing to the design mass dance. haha.

2009-09-21T18:23:00.002+08:00

i finally realise why i blog so little since the beginning of year 2,

aside from being a busy madman, i tend to dump alot of my thoughts on other people and as frank as i can be, there're alot of things in my heart that i would like everyone to know. as a result, i don't blog as often because i have little things left in my system to say.

haha which is a good thing in a way, because there's little pent up frustration (if i'm angry) or concealed thoughts inside of me which makes me a healthy person. holding too much shit in the body is unhealthy. you need ta let it out~

uh~

i'm learning to draw the human anatomy now, it's quite amazing how the muscles, tendons, ligaments etc work.

Proper post

2009-09-21T14:16:00.003+08:00

Recently, I am bored and uninspired, because of a few reasons.

Firstly I just removed 4 wisdom teeth and the aftermath was not as excruciating as what everyone says, I am blessed with a good doctor. But because my face has swelled up to a horrifying size due to bloodclot, I refuse to step out of the house. This results in my very lousy mood.

Piano exam is in 3 days time, and I feel I haven't prepared enough. I can't find the concentration to keep practising. Highly dreadful and irritating.

Internet connection is f-ed. I am going to call starhub and throw a fit.

Friends are busy working and earning money this holiday and I am cooped up at home facing the stress of the exam, which I am so dreading.

School is off my mind for awhile now, I am sincerely very happy. Why, I don't know. Haven't been enjoying school. I hope the coming semester will bring me much excitement, purpose and happiness. I hope I'll be sincerely happy getting into Graphic Design.

Haha, for your information, I've been consuming these drugs called, Amoxycillin and Serratiopeptidase. LOL so long and confusing hor the name.

Omg, Serratiopeptidase is a enzyme from silkworm intestines (from wikipedia), haha.

The seniors will be back for FYP and I wish them all the best. :'D

I'm rwealllllyyyyyyyy bored.

Oh, got watch Peter Chao on youtube? HAHAHA he's quite funny. Stupid honkee accent which is soo hirarious. HIRARIOUS!!!!!!!11111111111

bb

2009-09-20T23:42:00.001+08:00

he who steals is a prick.

2009-09-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

some perverted individuals should get their mentality checked and DOUBLE checked.

2009-09-04T13:45:00.002+08:00

Good fortune!!!!!11111111

2009-09-02T00:50:00.002+08:00

inhibitions and fenced up demeanor, are we all that insecured?

all the mindless talks and happy gestures, how i miss those times. but i guess it'll take some time to reinstate what is missing or deprived. im sincerely yearning for an open mind, a magnanimous heart and a willing, listening ear.

i'm not there to provoke and threaten, not there to overpower, not there to annoy, nor am I there to please, to inflate egos, to make superficial association. I am there to be a friend. how worthy is it to ignore my plea and continue dwelling into what is perceived as right (or wrong)? liberate myself, liberate others.

make the best out of everybody, and make the best out of your own feelings and thoughts, you are in control; you drive yourselves to success or you drive yourselves mad.

i choose the former, therefore i avoid the latter, by many means. One of them is to have a open heart.

i've seen and faced too much ugliness of myself and others, it is time i ignore, for the time being, the lackluster side of humankind and focus on how beautiful things can be with everyone understanding the importance of acceptance and tolerance.

this is what my school teachers taught me, which i am about to put to practice. albeit late, but better than never.

:D happy teacher's day!

i love miss siow, she so cute haha.

in the midst

2009-08-25T09:41:00.004+08:00

of preparing my materials for the meeting with the advisory committee of TDS.

scary to the max, i hope i'll deliver well and not 'prosperous' my presentation through. tsk tsk tsk. i hope none of the AC members recognises my face, and my embarrasing words on national tv. ha.

otherwise, i'll need a hole to hide.

I really miss being part of the Ireland trip. :'D

2009-07-31T07:45:00.000+08:00

sorry, without dsc, i still will not be a better friend.

consumed

2009-07-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

Poor everyone who had so many things to do this week. But I'm very glad that we're done with AGM. It's a never ending avalanche of work and I'm pleased everyone took it well so far. Next week will be busier. We'll have to play it by ear, don't overwork yourselves guys!!!

Wheat Biscuit

2009-07-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

It's quite nostalgic to me that Design AGM is nearing, it reminds me of prefect's investiture when I was sec 3 (15 years old, how time flies tsk.). In retrospect, I had to deliver a speech, and more importantly I had to carry the weight of my entire prefect's board on my shoulder through the whole year.

Soon I'm going to stand before all again to deliver my speech and share my dreams for DSC, this time for a much different, and more significant purpose, for I now not only carry the weight of my entire DSC committee, I carry the responsiblity of being a Temasek Design Student. Haha, looking forward to the AGM day!!!!!

Anyway, I just had wheat biscuit that I bought from Coldstorage and it was the first time I ate it since I returned from Ireland. It is far from the ones I ate at Lord Rank, it tasted more like cardboard than anything else. Tsk, disappointed.

As much as I miss the wheat biscuit from Lord Rank, I really miss sailing at the sea. I need a getaway from all these nonsense work in Singapore. Haha.

Okay TextMan is calling my name, see you guys soon!

BTW, I've updated the Ireland Trip blog, please visit http://galwaytogo.blogspot.com

BTW2, textman sounds better than Badra, right Sue?

smell.

2009-06-16T08:20:00.002+08:00

Hello all, I've safely returned home and I'm glad to be home. Nice to experience a cool Singapore morning now, I hope it doesn't turn too hot after that. Heard that the weather recently was madly hot.

Okay, no time for long long post, will talk about my trip the other time. It was splendid and mindblowing. HA.

Right now, I need to rest, and have alot of catching up to do, with friends and work. OMG.

And I had my first BCM and BBT yesterday, omg, bliss. I wonder how life is like back there for my new found Irish fwiends. HAHA. Miss them quite alot.

Abu Dhabi International Airport.

2009-05-29T04:49:00.002+08:00

Hi dear fwiends, we're are currently now at Abu Dhabi Airport waiting for our transit flight to Dublin. I'm quite stoned cos I didn't sleep well the entire 6- hour journey. We'll take another 12 (approx) hours to reach Dublin. It's 5.03 AM at Singapore, and 12am at AD so I am experiencing 2 different timezones. It'll be be quite surreal if we're advancing on to Ireland because I feel like I'll have no sense of time. HAHAHA.

Bye all.

2009-05-28T01:50:00.003+08:00

I will be flying tomorrow to Ireland! See you friends when I come back, you'll be greatly missed! Will try to update this thing while I'm at Galway, hopefully there's internet. HAHA.

Meanwhile,

GALWAY TO GO!

Check out this blog cos we'll do frequent updates on our trip. HAHA, watch that space if you wanna kaypo about what we do over at Ireland.

Omg. We be visiting Irish pubs! HAHAHA APPLE JUICE FTW!

Bye!

2009-05-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

Dear Lorna,

I don't know if you'll ever in your life chance upon this but I just wanna thank you for your contribution to the family's domestic affairs this past 2 years. You might not have been the best domestic helper but I can feel your effort in putting everything in place for us.

I deeply regret the days that I ranted mindlessly at you for not being competent, and I am sorry for the mean things that I did out of anger that might have hurt your pride. I am shameful for being irresponsible for my own possessions and for being so insatiably demanding to you. I could've been nicer to you for you don't owe me a living.

I realised how much of an importance you are to our family and I hope you know that we appreciate all of your kindness and tolerance.

I believe your home will be a happier place for you to be, and I am really happy for you. I wish you well, and God bless you.

Thank you, really, till we meet again.

YUMAY!

2009-05-18T00:22:00.001+08:00

I found a very pretty picture of my friend Yumay, taken last year's FOC.

Decided to post it up for memory's sake.

HAHA.

Goals

2009-05-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

However,

Temperature taking exercise

2009-05-17T19:04:00.004+08:00

HAHAH, I LOL-ed at the Director's email today.

Dear Students

1. MOE has instructed that a Temperature-taking Exercise be conducted on Mon 18 May 09 for students and staff.

a. Students are reminded to bring their thermometers.

b. The Thermal Scanning machine will be set up at the ramp outside the Engineering School GO and that will serve as the ‘catch all’ for those who prefer to have their temperature scanned there.

2. The exercise serves to remind us to remain vigilant and to be operationally ready.

Because my campaign posters are up at all corners of the school last week. I am totally helping the school promote temperature taking exercise. HAHA the school's gonna love me.

HAHA. ^ly ironic.

Airport laterz!

2009-05-12T21:20:00.003+08:00

I'm going airport later to meet yingz to do our work there till next morning.

And my plan to save money is going on quite well. :D

Haha i just used my saliva to rub off a dirty spot on KKPro.

I saw this ^ly cute laptop sleeve at challenger that is blue in colour with a giant swiss flag printed on it. But it is 60 dollars. :( so i settled on a quite ugly looking (scaly) white sleeve for 20 dollars for KKPro. aiyah i'm going to put it in my bag anyway, so who cares.

And I just downloaded like 30 plus fonts on KKPro. Btw, I've installed adobe creative suite so I can do my design work on it now!!!! YAY. It can finally be put to good use.

Right I suddenly feel very overwhelmed by the work I have to do I dunnoe where to start from. HMMMM.

Ok, I'm going to start workkkk!

i love fish porridge.

2009-05-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

I am eating fish porridge from this damn big bowl now and its highly the sex.

Okay, I have many things to do, and I think I'm pretty jammed up by this week's endless amount of work. Thank God Prepress is almost over.

See you my friends soon k.

PS/ I smiled alot today, I think my face is cramping.

my take

2009-05-09T22:32:00.008+08:00

Amidst the excitement and anticipation of the upcoming elections, some form of competitiveness and skepticism, albeit everything looking peaceful and unfeigned, is lingering.

Buzzing speculations, words of uncertainty and morbid hearsay fly around school. I guess they are what that makes every student election exciting. hhahaahaha.

People lose their friends to election, others gain them from it. People want approval from the rest, others just want to be part of the fun, (there're more who can't be bothered, lol). People learnt the hard fact that others can be demeaning towards their choices, or be just plain condescending, others take everything in their own stride and do what they set out to do.

Pragmatism is usually what people practise under such circumstance, I think. Well, atleast, I learned.

If you are having thoughts of participating in any school's main committee election and are having doubts about it, you are not alone. I feel too, that I might not measure up to task, or to the standards set by the preceding batch of wiser people. Inferiority complex, that is. Furthermore, I have to worry about the workload that I am going to face upon appointment. But I think most of me is ready to commit and all I need to have is the opportunity to give back to the school.

In retrospect (during my dpa ppp days), I did not want to be involved in other commitments besides school work, but through the work of some unknown magic, here I am berating that I WANNA RUN FOR DSC MAIN COMM (HAHA). I believed resolutely that I have had enough of involvement in secondary school as headprefect, I've had enough of public scrutiny and the politics it entailed. I didn't have time to find myself and I am pretty sure I wouldn't want to be so occupied with other non-design related things.

BUT, what is it that people say about leopards and spot? LOL, I really feel that it is a calling for me to be involved once again for leadership opportunity. I realised I am not contented, I wanna learn more to be a efficient person and I wanna have fun with happening people, and most importantly I wanna serve the school.

Sounds corny, but to actually think back, I feel really blessed by the opportunities the school's given me since poly day 1. Everything started back in Sec 4 before the Os, I hastily made a decision to be part of the pioneer batch of the DPA, and it miraculously landed me and Jiahui at OTTO during DOTC2 2008 as superfreshies where we made really good friends with the marvelous seniors. They were the ones who inspired me and I wish to be some sort of inspiration for the others as well. Then came FOWC and DOC 2009 where I've learned plenty from my peers as a programmer and a GL. It's quite amazing how things fell into proper place in my life and I am really grateful for all those learning experiences that I will never get if I didn't step out to participate. I feel so enriched and that I've grown in different aspects.

The ship is safest in its habour, but it is not what it is built for, hence, I am going to take my own risk to run for DSC main comm alone.

YES BABY, I AM RUNNING FOR Design Studies Club Main Committee, PLEASE COME VOTE SOON K.

EDIT: I am going overseas soon if nothing goes wrong and stupid swine flu doesn't affect my trip.

Blogging from KukuPro!

2009-05-09T17:59:00.003+08:00

I am waiting for adium to download.

I just depleted my bank account's wealth and everything starts from zero after my purchase of my MacBook Pro this afternoon.

I figure that I need some sort of a system to sustain financial stability, you know, no more spending off my nets (I have no more money to squander off anyway). I am really gonna be super frugal, friends reading this, please ah, no movies k, or subway k.

and omg, Subway is ridiculously expensive, I'm going to boycott u forever.

Anyway, my lappie is ^ly sexy, and his name is KKPro. He saw the light of the world on the 9 May 2009.

KKPro, meet friends.

Friends, meet KKPro.
Okay.

Heaven is super kind to me, I am amazed by the many good things that have happened to me recently, it's kindda remarkable. And I am thankful!

For once in my life, I feel such positivity and empowerment. I'm gonna ride on this happiness for as long as I can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

K, im going to bathe, and shit, and then I have an announcement to make later.

:D

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY IN ADVANCE!

WATCH

2009-05-08T12:52:00.002+08:00

i wish they didn't have the whiny boy's voice over.....

FUCK LA. LOUSY FOOD FUCKS UP MY DAY.

2009-05-01T16:49:00.003+08:00

im quite awake.

2009-04-28T07:02:00.003+08:00

Hi all! Goodmorning, its 7 am in the freaking morning! I have 40 more minutes before I leave for school. :D

I woke up at 4am this morning to do my FOM, and ho ho ho i completed part A of the shit. The deadline states this wednesday, but it should be extended for another 2 days because our class started only last wednesday, contrary to the scheme of work which says monday. Okay, i'm going to bargain with lecturer later.

Anyway, I'm on a mission to create a poster for the TIDC competition and the theme is Restore, by this thursday accompanied by a designed CD sleeve. Oh man, what a feat. I DUNNO HOW IMMA DO IT, BUT I'LL DO IT. Z.

A snapshot from Shihui's muji instant cam, nice hor the colour.

I MISS CAMPS!!!! :(:(:(

Im going to develop mine! oh my god, so exciting, I hope the pictures will not turn out to be like shit.

Farhana just told me about her exciting rendevous during China trip and it is highly happening. She's such a playgirl in the making! LOL.

Too bad your trip to China wasn't as happening as hers, but I don't think it's right to judge my friend just because she lives her life different from yours, so back off if you get what I mean.

:D

Farhana I love you many! <3>

And I just got back from Sentosa trip last weekend and I am highly toasted. Not a bad thing, atleast I have a healthy glow all over my face.

k, imma get changed, see u little polkadots next time.

first day of school.

2009-04-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

pretty glorifying.

d list leh! d list!

u know the first day of school during my freshmen year, i looked up upon those ppl being recognised for their good results during director's comm and it seemed to me like a prestigious and quite a distant goal to achieve.

I wanted it too, so I worked (quite recklessly without any proper goals. Nonetheless, I tried my best in all that I did), maybe not as hard as others but I tried to work within my capability, and here I am one year later receiving the same recognition for efforts I had put in for my school work.

It's really damn, for the lack of other adjectives, surreal!!!!

I'm quite proud of myself ah.

My next goal for myself is to add outside- curriculum responsiblities into my existing commitments. I want to be more than just a student who works hard in school. I am prepared to be some sort of use for the school, hence I think I'm joining an organisation soon.

Studying at TP is really a life changing point for me and I am ready to take up any opportunities it presents for me. I'm grateful for all that I've received so far and I am ready to give back to the school.

:D

SET YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT AND U BE FINE!

hi school.

2009-04-20T07:31:00.002+08:00

short post before i leave for school as a year 2.

the feeling is, surreal ah.

new academic year, new challenges and new opportunities.

seize them all up eric. GOGOGO.

i will make it to the top with the rest of my fellow zpgys.

guys, work hard with me kay?

:D:D

love eric.

IM GOING SCHOOL NOWWWW, ARHHHHH!!!!!!

im eating my muesli bar on my way there. yum.

2009-04-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

i am currently very happy for my sem results.

:D:D:D:D

ok. im heading gym. BYE.

cheebszxzxz

2009-04-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

hi im back straight from 8 days worth of FO camps and I'm feeling a sense of surrealism now.

i lost my fucking phone at camp. so if you need to contact me please do so via msn or email until i get my new phone. TSK.

i lost my shower pack at camp. :(

i am waiting for the stupid tp portal to be accessible because right now I can't log in and check my sem result. i am fucking apprehensive about it.

programming at FO was the bombbbzxzxzxzxz, i is lovin' it.

rinku hen kai xin ah, suo yi bom cha cha ah! rinku is love.

and lastly, FO is love.

ok i am damn sleepy now, like TO THE MAX. and tomorrow is GL refresh for DOC, I dunnoe if I can wake up to participate, its at 11am tmr, and I lost my phone, it'll be hard for me to contact anyone. tsk tsk tsk!!!!

oh god.

Farhana's China Trip Journal Entry 2

2009-03-28T09:17:00.004+08:00

Exciting things that happened yesterday:
Secretly went over last eveing to boy's dormitory to celebrate Calvin's birthday.
Okay, not really.
Is Vanessa wants to see Calvin and Timothy, Jinnie wants to see Ze Yu, Carmen (now my Dai Ceh, DA JIE) and me just wanted to drink.
Felt unwell.
Found out the school I was posting to has no doors to its toilet-cubicles. They call washrooms/toilets Water Closet. LOL. WTF? Never saw any Engrish signs. Cuz they no money print signboards. LOL. KIDDING.
Got hit on my taxi-driver again. I am now known as 'Taxi-driver-killer' and 'The girl who just can't stop drinking and smoking', by my PiCC friends.
WAH, by the way, I got flashed at by a girl who let me see her crotch, and I didn't even ask for it. And she's not even a little girl! She's prolly 14. KNN. My virgin eyes burnt.

Exciting things that happened today:
Supposed to be shopping.
But ended up drinking with my Dai Ceh.
Got preached at by ex-boyfriend. Though I said, "Okay", in my heart, I was, "Pfft."
But I was wrong, I'll admit.
I was childish, and irresponsible.
Should not have taken it out on Bobo (Ivan) and Erwin. (...LOL, at least I really thought I was taking it out on them. Dai Ceh and I thought we were just forcefully convincing them to come out and drink with us. Carmen and I cannot live without male company. You know what I mean? I grew up with brothers all the while, and while I can adapt to door-less cubicles, I cannot adapt to testosterone-less environment. Especially since I'm more liable to becoming a lesbian than anyone else, haha!)
Nothing to say in defence of myself.
Kena forced not to smoke by friends.
Will not smoke. Whatever.
Whatever. Whatever. Whatever.
Some problems with family, back in Singapore.
I'm lost, confused, irrational, and sorry.
I'm fucked.

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Look how a person at China can blog so many happening things constantly via EMAIL. HAAAA.

ok, im gonna let this blog rot for a while I embark on 14 days camp for the next 3 weeks?

Farhana's China Trip Journal Entry 1

2009-03-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

On behalf of Farhana, I shall post up an email sent to me by her to pretend its a blog entry for her school China trip. LOL, because China banned livejournal so she couldn't access her blog. Please watch this space for any updates regarding Farhana's China trip for I'm her official spokesperson.

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA.

Okay here we go.

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HI CHINA'S A BITCH! I COULDN'T ACCESS LIVEJOURNAL AT ALL, SO MY JOURNAL ENTRIES WILL BE UPDATED VIA E-MAILS.

In chronological order okay:
My friends and family came to send me off, I was jin zui touched, but didn't cry.
Damn touched~ I swear.
Went to check in, sparked off the metal detector. LOL!
The security people came to scan me, then made me lift up my shirt. Then they went "WHOA".
Female security guards (plural, note) says I'm very pretty and sweet-looking. So happy I walked the wrong direction and almost into a wall.
Darryl, my PiCC friend, admitted that he is really homosexual. Then I shouted YAY! in the airport, then all the Chinese men stared at me. Later on, they stared at my chest. Didn't know until Vanessa said, "Oi, the China men looking at your cleavage." Happy that someone said that I've got a cleavage, but unhappy that China men stared at it D:
Sat with Calvin in the plane (two-seater). Ivan and Timothy sat in the row in front of mine and Calvin, Darryl and Joanna sat behind our row. Seperated by an aisle from Calvin was Katherine and a few others.
Offered everyone my Jelly-beans. Played 'Guess the jelly-bean flavor game!'
Kept eating jelly-beans.
Sugar-rush.
Calvin and Ivan and Darryl removed the tube of jelly-beans away from my hands. I SCREAMED "RETURN ME MY JEWWIE BEANS, CHEEBAI."
They didn't. Hid it away.
Very sad, so I sang to myself.
Everyone around me complimented my singing.
But I asked them to go and die, and return me my jelly-beans.
They didn't want to. So I sang Damien Rice's 9 Crimes.
"Leave me out in the waste, this is not what I do."
No more sugar-rush, so I fell asleep singing to myself.
Kena poked awake for awhile. Calvin invited me to sleep on his shoulder. Then I went further asking, "Can I take advantage of you and prop my leg on yours?"
He said "What part of my body have you never taken advantage of?"
I LOL-ed. But he let me KAH my leg on his thigh.
Sleep until damn nice. Then someone whispered, "Your food."
I looked up at the person saying it and muttered, "Jewwie beans?"
"NO, air plane food."
I said I wanted to continue sleeping.
"Give you one jewwie bean if you eat up."
Woke up and eat. I now suspect there's heroin in my jewwie beans.
So I got one jelly bean after I finished. But I slide my arm into the slit between Calvin and my seat, and started feeling around for my tube of jelly beans at Darryl and Joanna's. Ended up plucking Darryl's leg hairs, on purpose.
Found my jelly beans. Then they tricked it back from me. CHEAPSHOT. KNN.
Reached Shanghai.
Breakfast was two bottles of Budweiser.
FUCKING COLD IS CHINA, me no likey.
Smoked the renowned Panda cigarettes with Erwin. Ze Yu smoked Malboro. BUT PANDA CIGARETTES IS 80 RMB = VERY EXPENSIVE, more expensive than Singapore's overly-taxed ones.
Felt quite good about it, because communist Chairman Mao smoked the same brand.
TOO COLD, felt an athsma attack recurring. Used yellow inhaler.
Vomitted in public at the airport.
Erwin, my fellow asthmatic friend, went ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU OKAY?
I replied by screaming FUUUUCgruuup- vomit vomit.
Ze Yu brought me to the drain, stood behind me, hugged my tummy and squeezed m stomach to his, to make me vomit out everything.
"VOMIT EVERYTHING OUT, DON'T BE AFRAID. IT'S CHINA, JUST VOMIT ANYWHERE. YOU'LL BE BETTER WHEN YOU DO."
Damn drama, so I snickered and vomitted and the same time. Smelled like Budweiser + acid + half-digested food.
Except, I think the food's all just jelly-beans.
Had puke all over my coat and scarf and handphone and inhaler. Erwin, Jian Shun and Ze Yu helped me clean up.
After all is done, we went to a restaurant and met other PiCC classmates.
Erwin asked Calvin to lend me his Fox Jacket.
Which I accidentally vomitted on later on again when no one was seeing.
Reached Shi Jia Zhuang (where I am now).
BOOOOORING.
When the District 42, where my school and my homestay mate is.
Homestay mate is not bad. Very nice girl. But nerdy, I think. But still nice.
Cabbed.
China man. Who says I'm pretty, thank you thank you.
Also said that my mandarin's very good. THANK YOU THANK YOU!
Gave me his number, and asked me to call him.
Made a tentative promise. Will call him if I need a cab soon.
Won't take my money, because he said he's made a new friend in me.
Asked me not to throw away his calling card.
I said okay. Then he complimented that I'm very nice.
Then I just laughed and walked away.
Went to my mate's house. Her name's Jia Hui anyway.
Her grand-father cooked us dinner.
DAMN NICE, no pork somemore.
He could tell I was half-Malay, because he used to be a pilot who'd go to Malaysia.
"The eyes, the eyes."
Then he said my mandarin's good. That makes him the 5th China citizen to say I speak good Mandarin.
Happy, so I helped him wash the dishes.
ALOT OF DISHES.
AFTER DOING THE DISHES, I WENT TO THE PC.
WANTED TO LOG IN INTO LJ, BUT COULDN'T.

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I think it's banned.
Sad hor.
So decided to e-mail you guys.

MY LIFE DAMN HAPPENING RIGHT. SO SCANDALOUS!

YES SCANDALOUS INDEED.

Hello, boring PPP and happening photobooth.

2009-03-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

wah, i better blog fast and slp soon, another early day tmr.

anyway, i've been with the new DPA students with their design school discovery since last thursday. i've got nothing to say.

while they're doing their black square work, the mentors were fooling around with pris' mac photobooth at the back of the classroom.

bored ah, that's why.

the result:

and just for laugh.

bye!

BORED WITH CAPITAL B.

2009-03-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

IM VERY BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FLUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

2009-03-15T02:36:00.000+08:00

Siao ah, no matter how hectic and busy my life was and how tired and overworked I felt, I wasn't as sick as I am now.

Irony hor, I am currently happily enjoying my idling days with almost nothing to worry about and I could get a freaking cold and sorethroat from no where. Mad ah my body, rested for so many days still can get sick, it's abit ridiculous.

Anyway, I was sleeping yesterday and I had a dream that sparked a major major artistic inspiration. HAHAA. Share with you some other day.

Now my major concern is (which is no major), I need to rest early cos I have piano lesson tmr at 1. Ok, nights people, have a great Sunday!

Btw, its 2.42am now.

does anyone of you know how to tune my blog timing to the precise Singapore time?

Tidbits galore!

2009-03-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

It's freaking 11:46 at night and I have very very weird cravings, hence I have with me now, preserved prunes, kaya bun, pocky strawberry and prawn cracker (those squarish kind) bought from the mamashop near my house. Okay, now I can watch my taiwan drama in peace. I'm currently hooked to Ming Zhong Shu Ding Wo Ai Ni, I think it's quite a freaking good drama, some of the scenes are hilarious omg, HAHA. The Hokkien dialogues are also very funny ah. LOLzxzxzx.

I appreciate the hilarity in the hokkien language and the beauty of the coarseness of the language. It's so endearing! OMG. HAHA.

OKAY, BRB I GO WATCH!!!!

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I realised I can't spend my days watching drama shows and begin my unhealthy idling days.Tsk tsk, work Eric, WORK!

Speaking of work, I've cleared my hands off some freelance projects and I'm quite happy that I'm getting my pay. :D:D:D:D

My recent one for Ministry of Foreign Affairs Dinner and Dance.

I made matching invitations and a poster.

Oh yea, and a backdrop for International Furniture Fair Singapore.

The most awesome shizz is I'm going to work for a McDonald's Staff retreat event. Yay for more moolah~

Moolah come to daddy! ^^

Speaking of money, I officially announce that my dad lost his stall and job and is now in a financial turmoil, so if you my friends have any kang-tau/ activities in which I have to pay large amount of money for, please don't come and look for me, Chanks! HAHA. I never knew recession would hit my family so soon. Cheebies.

Fortunately I still have Mum to sustain a stall at Hougang, if not, we really epitomise the effect of recession. Sucks.

I have to start on a money saving action plan. Who is interested to join me? We'll spur each other on to save more money! Come on!

On a completely unrelated note, I realised I have 16 days of 3 different camps almost back to back during the month of April and it sucks because the holidays would be probably burnt from all the camps. I'll die from all the camps ah confirm. shiong leh. I wonder how other ppl can remain so kungho ah, they are like campmen and campwoman.

I shall set myself a target, before the arrival of the busy camp period, I shall complete learning my 3rd piano piece and be fluent with almost all the exam pieces. I MUST WORK HARD AH, THIS SEPTEMBER IS MY EXAM!!!! JIAYOU.

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I will jump abruptly to another topic.

JOLYN'S 18th!!! Okay, must thank Fred and Oliver for the photos. :D:D

Ying looks extremely tall becos she wore platforms, haha.

We went to eat at this Steamboat place at Bugis. Good food, though i laosai-ed the next day.

:(

Yummy hor.

Wai Leng. :D

Zhou with Kiampak face.

I tell you ah, the plates on Mag's hands are full of sinzxz.

Happy and table fiiiilllllled with foooood.

Birthday Girl with dress that somehow matches the giftwrappers.

We so happy.

Happiness splashed across her face because the crab was simply delicious. A picture ying untagged herself. WOSER HAHA.

Long live squinty eyes. :D

LOL ah, Guest Of Honour with prize recipient.

Present!

Wahriew, pose properly pwease.

Better!

Loving Group shot. <3>

The accomplices outside cafe.

Then the surprise!

And we presented Jolyn our second gift, which was a Moleskine with personal illustration stickers and message. HAHA, sh0 schweet right!

Happy girl, :D

HAHA, Miss Can You Don't.

MORE GROUP SHOTS:

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The next day was Suimin's Birthday and I must admit that we didn't do a really damn fantastic celebration for her, mainly because a hem alot of people were missing, and our surprise for Suimin were bombed, and that the weather was real bad (raining heavily).

Had a mini cake cutting ceremony, and we gave her the gifts. But she was so easily contented that we all felt guilty for her!!! WE MUST HAVE A PROPER CELEBRATION FOR SUIMIN. TEOHENG~

Even the group shot is abit leng qing. :(

BUT WE STILL LOOK VERY HAPPY AND LOVING AND EXCITED!!! HAHA!

I LOVE YOU SUIMIN!!! <3

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Okay, back to show. :D

Congrats Zhou!

2009-03-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hello, back from the whirlwind of activities today!

whirl wind my foot la.

actually, I secretly enjoy such carefree-ness. HAHA.

I woke up damn late this afternoon and decided to watch the slumdog millionare with WX this evening. Quite a worthy watch, since I paid only 6 dollars (weekday student promotion HAHAHA) And now I know the man's face printed on the US one hundred dollar bill is Benjamin Franklin's.

One of the founding fathers of USA!

Great leaders have huge forehead, and I shouldn't be ashamed of mine.

Check Lee Kuan Yew!

Check Martin Luther King!

Check Rihanna!

HAHAHA AND CHECK OUR LOVELY TYRA :

work it, mama.

Okay, I realised this entry has absolutely no point, besides trying to defend the whole clan of high-foreheaded people. I MEAN. YOU CAN ENCOMPASS BOTH INTELLIGENCE AND BEAUTY WITH A HIGH FOREHEAD, SO WHY ARE WE ALL SO AFRAID OF SHOWING IT OFF?!?!?!?!

CHECK.

HAHAHAA OMG, I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT THIS PICTURE. LOLOLOLOL. This is taken 3 years ago. HAHHAHAHA, sadly, my forehead didn't shrink.

OMG, as a remedy for your shock after that picture...

This is me 3 years later.

Minimal photoshop I swear (complexion and lighting). Okay, plus a good photographer, ZHOU LOL.

Okay, whatever, FRINGE FOR THE WIN. Side swipe, or bangs, or whatever, grow a fricking fringe to save your life. :D

Just don't be too obssessed and look emo.

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I will jump abruptly back to my day, oh yes, after movie, I went to Zhou's exhibition with Noise Singapore at FarEast. Her tower is pretty awesome.

FREE PLUG and MENTION, HONOURED NOT!!!

Koped from Zhou's blog.

[Quote]I came home to show my mom and sis the photos and all they could say to me was that melvin_rules's tower is nicer than mine and that I am very stupid to draw so many details, because for big ads, block colours make more impact. Which means, my tower makes no impact. What a supportive family I have.[Unquote]

I think details are important lor! Every little detail embodies the artist's spirit and pride for their work, I appreciate it ok! And I think detailed work creates a more fierce(LOL) and exquisite finish to an artwork, though it's impragmatic in modern times, (LOL, zhou lives in the cave ah.) but very little people can be so attentive of meticulous details now. Makes it special what, don't you think?

Not like me ah, impatient and embarrasssingly careless (one who likes to look at the big picture all the fking time, literally), I can't do anything detailed la, it'll take me forever. Soompah.

I feel damn proud for Zhou lah, I wanna have my own exhibition too! HAHA.

They have this cube thingie to display the artworks by people and the organisor happily put the raw name of the image document without asking the artists to rename.

Like, for example, Zhou had this series of fish drawing and it was meant to be spreads of pages to form a illustrated book (for VPres), and it was named "Spread 1.jpg", "spread 2.jpg" etc etc. for easy reference while printing right. The organisors go and put the file name as the works' titles, SO FUNNY OMG.

Like,

This was entitled, SPREAD 6 on the exhibition. LOL. OMG.

HAHA, figure this, everytime before final submission and we're ready to print our work, the frustration and anger always surges and imagine if Zhou typed the below and submitted for exhibition.

VISUALPRESSGOEATSHITANDDIESPREAD1.jpg, or OMFG-EPIC-TO-BE-PRINTED.jpg, IWANTTOKILLLILLE.jpg. (LOL).

I wonder the outcome.

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Bye.

SHUANG.

2009-03-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

hi, i'm eating a half-eaten curry puff i bought in the afternoon.

i had the most revitalising and peaceful nap in a long long time this late afternoon and it felt like sex.

no kid, the rainy weather was working it's magic. SHUANG AH.

and lazing at home all day long is the most gratifying thing ever. Atleast for now. I wanna hibernate while the weather' still cold and frosty and come back to work.

I will be embarking on a personal project soon! Dunnoe do what yet, but I'll make this holiday useful. :D

im sowwie zpgy.

2009-03-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

well done me, in a span of a few days i've pissed so many ppl from my clique much.

pissed mag off on a few occasions during the whole 2d shit.
pissed zhou off on the failed supper
pissed jiahui off on trying to prove that i am in control of my own choices
pissed ying off because i promised to be in school today and that they would wait for me for dinner, but i didn't turn up because i didn't go to school and thus made them wait for me in vain, on top of that i forgot to inform them about it.

i think im a huge pissing machine. I NEED TO FRICKING STEP IT UP ON MY ATTITUDE MAN.

i think i'm confused ah, and my threshold for maintaining friendship in the clique is quite pathetic, I keep treading on someone's toe and seeming nonchalent about.

i look like i don't care, but i do. so, HUGEEEEE SORRY TO MY DEAREST FWIENDS.

if there's a day im going to lose any one of you as friends, i believe it's highly my fucking fault and i only hope that you'd attend my funeral and give a phenomenal eulogy when i die.

i miss you all alot. like fucking alot, i wanna hang out soon.

with love,

your xing gan zha dan.

antm!

2009-03-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

I've reached the end of cycle 9 on youtube and I'm going on 8.

seee yaaaa

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oh, and i can't believe i've stuck with this blogskin since forever. and it's not all that fantastic looking (i realised), lol, since it's anyhow plucked from shithole.com. (LOL.)

I'll make a new one soon for myself.

And I still owe Clara her blogskin since 3 years ago? HAHA. MAJOR procrastination but I'mma complete it soon.

SOON SOON SOON!

HAHAHA OH MY GOD.

2009-03-02T13:32:00.000+08:00

I can't believe photobucket took down my pandora breast picture. LOOOOL. VIOLATE THE TERMS AH ME. OMG why so funny one.

HAHAHHAA

HAHA!

2009-03-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

http://www.weffriddles.com

PLAY IT! ITS DAMN FUN, :D:D:D:D

I was back from bbt session with Farhana and Christina. That shortie (affectionately) left early, leaving only Farhana and I.

Had a really nice talk with Farhana and I felt a sense of relieve and affection for being able to share my mind with a worthy friend. It's been long people start hearing what I have to say and not treat me like an airhead. LOL, woops.

Usually when I talk, people don't take me seriously, it's hard sometimes you know, to realise that people don't give a hoot of what you think.

I guess it is really important to be important in the lives of the people you place in high esteem. It makes you feel needed.

We were discussing about our current direction in life and how regretful we are towards our past.

My answer: I never regret living my life thus far. I am happy to live my life again if I've a choice to or otherwise. I don't have a screwed up family, I don't grow up in a sleazy and erratic environment, I don't have to face people who thinks they own my life, I don't have to worry about my meals and what I need to grow as a person, everything is set in place properly for me. Most importantly, I have a strong sense of groundedness in whatever I set out to do, there is no room for bad influence in my life.

I am thankful for that.

I was telling Farhana that my life has somehow reached its peak and I can't seem to raise my bar any further. At some point in time I really felt stagnant, like everything I do, I just feel like, oh, that's all?

Haha, and I was telling my friends that I feel like I'm ready to die, and Heaven can just take my life because I really have little regrets for whatever I have done to my life so far. Maybe some, but I am so comfortable and accomplished in my zone now that I feel like, enough, God take me.

Then I was sharing my peeve about feeling so obliged to be part of a circle of friends that I lose myself in the company. I enjoy company, but it's definitely not ALLLL that important to me, in my life. I made a pact to myself that I will only keep worthy friends. Friends who I think will last me through my life and not judge me for who I am and what I want to be.

I am a strong person, I will do what I think is important for me and this somehow annoys people, I think.

Still, at the end of the day, what do I get if I conform to what people expect of me? Recognition? Everlasting friendship? 100 thousand dollars contract with covergirl magazine? (LOL, SORRY, TOO MUCH ANTM FROM YOUTUBE).

Aiyah, it all boils down to what I want from my life, not what you want from me.

I took a risk in secondary school, to evolved into someone who is strong and has a mind of his own. Then I took another risk to engage myself with life-long skills as a headprefect of the school. Then I took a chance to be in DPA, trying to prove my aptitude for the field in Designs and Arts.

I admit I didn't totally own them all, but I feel satisfied with all these milestones of my life.

Then, what comes next? Being noted for nailing every subject in school? Being a social butterfly, joining cliques and cliques of cool and happening people, attending breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper, chalets, sleepovers, camps? Taking my leadership skills to a higher level? Or just to be any ordinary students coming to school everyday and striving for a better result in our artistic endeavour?

You get it? I feel so lost in all these obligations that I lose my ground sometimes. Give me a break man, for once I don't feel like I needed all these because my calling is not to please other people, but to be proud of whatever I do. Whether I did it well or not, I don't wanna be regretful of my choices for they have their consequences. (wah, adam khoo).

You gerrit?

Screw it,

Presenting to you,

Thats me btw, not on the wheelchair, or anyone in the background. Hah. To whoever I've let down or disappointed,

screw you, i don't regret it. HAHAHA.

wah siol, so attitude.

oh btw, FARHANA, I WISH YOU LUCK, GOOD LUCK LOVELY!

2009-03-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

don't judge if you don't understand my intention, i don't like.

i am quite put off by what you said, whether u mean it or not, I feel that you shouldn't be telling me what i need do.

i dunnoe how to put this in a more polite manner but i don't enjoy social events that everything is based on superficiality. that's atleast how i think.

i'm not the kind of person you are, so don't force your beliefs on me. i don't like.

if i come across as unappreciative, i'm sorry, i need my own time. and i don't have the money to entertain such things, my family is in a financial crisis.

i guess further explanation is not really needed, if you're a worthy friend, you'd respect what i choose to do and not be sacarstic about it.

i know i'd probably dampen half of your spirit, but i stay truthful to what i think is right for me.

selfcentred? maybe, i haven't been thinking for myself for a long time. i need a break from all these entertainment and be more focused in my priorities.

i sincerely hope u'd understand my friend, and for what ever impression that i've made in you regarding this issue, i'm sorry.

i really don't see the whole thing as a friendship-hangout-chillax-havefun thing, but more of a obligation to be "part of the circle". it's abit fake ah, i don't like.

if you are put off by this, then im sorry, i just dun feel like being a people's person for some time, and i need some quiet time alone.

hi all. horidays!

2009-02-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hi this is Pandora. with her screwed up breast.

i'm eating an apple.

because of my bad planning skeelz the last min dinner at 85 was cancelled, i highly believe it's not my fault and im slightly annoyed. because im hungry now.

i'm just too suay that ppl cant make it and its raining like mad now.

oh and my block is finally over but it just had to end on a very sour note.

Ytd was pretty horrible because The Lecturer didn't like my final painting which made me slightly disappointed, but the more irritating part is when she said something like I need to adhere more to the style of my artistic reference WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED ME NOT TO COPY TOO MUCH OF MY REFERENCE ARTIST'S STYLE DURING CONSULTATION.

HELLO.

That made me a little mad so the whole time I wasn't really registering what she was saying. I was just defending my art like crazy and you know it's impossible to please that woman.

What Zaihan said about the imperfection of my work was correct, and I ought to bear in mind his criticism, while what The Lecturer said is half the time bullshitting, the other half contradiction which is also bullshit.

Z.

I personally think that the painting is definitely rushed and some parts of the painting is weird (YES I AGREE WITH YOU MISS THE LECTURER), LOL. BUT HELLO, THIS IS MY FIRST FUCKING TIME PAINTING ON SUCH A BIG CANVAS, SO SHOW SOME LOVE YO. I believe it's every one's first time too.

So most of the time, her criticism was based on what she don't like about the painting and with almost no hint of pride for her student's work.

WAH ANGRY AH. AND SHE ASKED US TO GO AND RE-PAINT IT FOR MARKING ON MONDAY. WAH CRAZY. U GO PAINT URSELF LA.

So after the critic I totally sunk into bouts of depression and angst and was ranting like a mad person. What she left me was insecurity of my own competence and a high percentage of anger.

Reason being I wasn't satisfied with my own rushed work and I was shot down by The Lecturer for being seemingly incompetent.

Gerrit, I was feeling lousy all the time. I don't like ah, being questioned of my competence. If I were given more time, I promise I will paint it better than it is now. And no, it is not an excuse for my lousy work, it's a conviction that I will do better if I was not rushed. The background is nice right, because I was taking my own sweet time to paint, haha, because I painted it first.

I promise myself that I will paint another Pandora in the near future. On my own pace and time. Then I will hang on my bedroom for a few months (and not masturbate to it) and sell it to worthy art buyers for a few million.

Kidding.

No, I'm not kidding about the re-painting part, I will repaint on my own accord, and for my own personal purpose, not for stupid 2D art fundamental submission which is a module that I currently detests now out of so many other modules.

What's done is done for 2D shit, and I'm so glad I'm advancing on to year 2 and I hope I won't face you again, Miss The Lecturer. If I do, I make sure my work will knock your socks off. Like how it did for my Visual Presentation book illustration.

I won't claim this setback as a failure because I know that if I suck at something, I will improve. :D

I dreamt that I was shouting at The Lecturer in the studio and she is telling me that she don't like me in my face.

Wow, not like I like you in reality.

Maybe I really don't like her which resulted in my angsty response to her criticism to my work. But, who cares, if you were a nicer lecturer and a more competent one, I might respect you more than I do now.

Btw, I am proud of my painting despite of all its imperfections. Ha, you won't bring me down.

A student complains about the teacher= Probably the student's fault

Whole class or entire level of students bitching about the teacher= She should quit or totally change her outlook in life and probably how to treat students with appreciation.

Oh, btw,

UGLY BREASTS FOR THE WIN.

OH BTW, THANKS AMANDA FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY RANT AND PEI-ING ME TO EAT LUNCH, I LOVE YOU MUCH. :D

Without you my life after class would be very dark and bleak. THANKS MY FRIEND!

btw btw, the white dot below the breast is mervin's jizz.

LOL.

I believe

2009-02-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

If you set yourself out to do something you have never done before and believe you'll do well, you will excel.

I dunnoe, this always works.

ALWAYS!!!!

It works like a charm for me. Each time I believed, and achieved, my esteem goes up a knot higher.

So as your esteem goes up, you'll believe in greater things that you are capable of achieving. Then you'll get it, and the cycle goes on. Gerrit?

Never know when I'll meet failure with this formula, but when I fail, I'll tell you all ok.

Now, I'm going to continue believing that I'll do well in my 1mx1m painting. It's getting irritating ah. Especially when i screwed up Pandora's skin and her breasts.

alive la

2009-02-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

hi, my armpits smell quite nice coz I just bathed.

They smell so nice that butterflies are fluttering gaily around me, intoxicated by my wonderful scent.

Anyway, just to report that I didn't die, I just had alot of shit to do for 2D art fund and thank God I'm left with 1 more week to DUA HOLIDAYS~

But I'm sadly left with a 1m by 1m painting to be submitted by Friday. And I am abit retarded to choose Audrey Kawasaki as my reference artist.

NEVER DIE BEFORE.

I am veh hong gan because I'm drawing a nude portraiture. Yay, anyone from TP next time come across this painting with 2 big neh nehs flashing across the canvas sheet, it is mine. CHANKS. LOL. I need to learn to be less crude and respect the female body.

Ahem. Check it out soon.

It's still in the development process, I swear I need to paint it well, if not I'll just kill myself ha.

Btw, I chose Pandora's Box as my topic because the project's theme is damn lame, it's STORY TIME. double u tee eff?

Hence, for the sake of not conforming to the usual lame fairy tale ideas, I'm going to paint a greek myth!

How exciting.

Anyway, I spent the whole of yesterday watercolouring (stupid flower exercise) and re-painting my Marilyn Monroe portraiture for folio submission. I THINK I PAINTED BETTER THAN I DID THE PREVIOUS TIME! Haha, maybe coz I scaled the portrait down so it's easier to paint.

LOL, the biggest one is the one I painted months ago.

Hi Flower. LOL, of which I copied from a watercolour book.

I need to get myself new bottles of contact lens solution, it's running dry. Bleah.

Okay, I have nothing more interesting to blog about, maybe will update soon. After this week... YAYYYY HORRRRIIIIDAYYYY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY!

2009-02-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

Haha, I hope you like what we did for you. HAHAHAA!

Happy 18th la Candy!!!

Stay happy and strong always, k!

Love you, <3

Haha, after this busy period I will blog about all the birthday parties okay!!!!

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On a completely unrelated note, I have to complete by tomorrow:

Composition sketching for Final Painting, go and consult in school if possible.
Half of the stupid animal colour scheme painting.
Sketch tshirt drafts for Amos by 4pm.
Meet Farhana for a photog reshoot.

Eric, GO!

Hey baby.

2009-02-13T02:43:00.000+08:00

On this day, my friends, I turn 18.

It is a feat to be able to live thus old.

Many faced death even before 18 and I am grateful that I'm in a healthy body and mind to stand before you and deliver this post.

Today, at 00:00, I spent my birthday countdown with a family of not my own, and it was my best birthday celebration in many many years. I was with Farhana and her Mummy, and it all turned out to be amazingly heartwarming.

It was a small and unplanned celebration because I was at Farhana's house doing a last minute photoshoot with her (for mathias' assignment la), and I stayed till midnight and they decided to celebrate my birthday with a small chocolate cupcake. We had on masquerade masks too! HAHA. (Okay la, they are props for my photoshoot... but still can use right. HAHAHA)

It was only a good friend and her mother during the celebration and it was exactly what I wished for. A peaceful birthday.

God's grace is amazing.

:D

I really enjoyed the time spent, thanks Farhana! I love you loads.

I be going to FT for the first time in 2009, and I want to run to God's embrace and tell Him 'I love you"!

Ok, good night, I shall go to sleep and not be late for class. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!

Little India!

2009-02-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hey, feels good to have slept since the evening time.

I'm doing my leaves sketching now (yet again), and taking some time off to blog about my excursion with class and Mathias today.

Mathias is my photography lecturer and I think he is damn cool. haha.

http://www.mathiasheng.com/

I got a feeling that Mathias' teaching will carry me through all my years as a designer because I really feel that I learnt many things (from his technical guidance and his spirit as a photographer), even for only a week's worth of lessons.

Okay anyway, the class met up at 10, 10.30 to be exact coz Jolyn was late. LOL. And we're on our way for our photoshoot.

I have never observed so much in my life, especially in Little India. Haha. It got to a point whereby I was so engrossed I looked everything from a point of view of a viewfinder. I felt so surreal like I was in another realm. HAHA. NO KID. Christina agreed too

Hi pawnshop.

At an Indian Temple

OMGOMGOMG, a pool of hungry pigeons. YOU KNOW THIS LAO UNCLE GO AND SCATTERED FOOD ON THE FLOOR AND ALL THE PIGEONS FROM ALL OVER LITTLE INDIA ALL CONGREGATED AROUND THE SPOT AND FOUGHT FOR FOOD.

omg, the scene is traumatising, because we're all scared of birdshit. But our photog instincts (which is no instinct, LOL), lured us near the colony and Christina and I started taking pictures of the birds.

You know Chrisitna damn poorthing coz her camera no zoom lens, and she had to go reeeeeal close to the pigeons. LO BEHOLD, WAH LAH! THE PIGEONS ALLLLL FLEW TO OUR DIRECTION AND WE'RE ALL RUNNING AWAY FOR OUR DEAR LIVES. HAHAHAHA EXHILIRATING.

Anyway, I regret not taking the last shot before I run cos the pigeon were all damn hiong looking and murderous. Good enough to form a nice shot. LOL, SIAN. U know this is like our first national geographic-ish experience to get chased by wildanimals. LOL, except the pros get chased by elephants la.

omg so loser, get chased by pigeons.

Oh, and Christina was very Hong Gan, she go and provoked a siao black dog who was barking like siao at us. WAH DAMN HAPPENING, I tot he's gonna chiong to Christina and bite her head off.

Haha, anyway. Continuing.

Uncle who repairs motorcycle. I think he has soulful eyes. lol. I wish I framed a little more properly.

This is a Christina the short.

Okay, not posting the rest up, I gotta chiong work.

We left for Hougang and settled our lunch at Ajisen Ramen, to somehow reward ourselves from a day of hardwork. :D

AND ALSO TO BU CHANG THE LOUSY LUNCH WE HAD AT SOME STUPID CORNER OF LITTLE INDIA. WAH THE FOOD IS LIKE SHIT AND IT COSTED 4 dollars per person?!?!?1 WAD FUCK, but Mathias (who was eating with a small group of us) was generous enough to pay for our very very sucky meal. THANK YOU! Somehow, there's a new found esteem for Mathias. HAHA, cos he shared with us his journalism experience in some backward country and he told us he was served food with cockroaches crawling across the food.

Oh man.

Thank God for all that we have. The food, the aircon, the clean clothes, I 感恩。

Okay bye.

If you are interested to see how does my new desk look like.

It's really really in a hot mess, I feel proud of myself.

Incase you are wondering.

2009-02-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

This is what I am doing the past few days.

I think I reached nirvana already.

DPA PPP II, school and irritatants.

2009-02-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

hi my fwiends.

ok, I have the urge now to say that I love my fwiends alot alot. You guys mean the world to me and I am really fortunate though I must say that I haven't been a good friend since a long time ago. The trasitory period from 08 to 09, I have been blessed with plenty of time to reflect on my yearly journey and I am really thankful for all that I've gained (and lost).

Today I met up with my old DPA mates and man, it feels like we are close friends all over again. The familarity, and oddly, the freshness of meeting my fellow friends brought back nostaligia and happiness for me.

Friends whom I have not talked to since a long time ago made entrances to my life once again and people whom I never thought I would interact with surprised me with their enthusiasm and openness when they talked to me today.

It feels like we have grown significantly much.

I am really amazed by how much effort the IG has put in for today's PPP programme. We really grew. Though some has taken the back seat upon graduating from PPP, I'm still quite pleased that most of us offered to help the sophomore batch of the DPA students in participating in the event.

I hope my introduction speech was helpful for the new people, because I am sincerely grateful for the opportunity to be in DPA and I'm proud to watch ourselves grow in such good light since day 1 2008!

I wasn't there for about half of the programme today so I can't judge how effective was day 1, but we should give props to Cheryl and Ken who worked so fervently hard for the sake of one simple reason: letting our existing ties bind even stronger.

Forget about the stupid icebreakers, forget about the games, forget about the lousy food (LOL), forget about brainless cheers, forget about who leads who, we are bound closely not by the name DPA and its activities, we are bound because we love one another an enjoy each other's company.

To those whom I haven't got the chance to talk to yet, please give be patient while I gather my courage to talk to you. I don't bite. :D HAHAHAHA. OMG. I really look forward to be better mates with all of you. Though its hard, I'll try. :D

Anyway, some unpleasant things happened because of the immense stress and weariness many of us are experiencing. I believe respect should be above everything in terms of communication and the yardstick for good leadership is also respect and conviction from peers.

Isn't it an irony to feel powerful with people under your command and at the same time feign a desirable front to be non-chalent about being in the position of authority?

I know, it's not for me to judge but many a times, I'm put off by contradiction made by people who claims this and does the other. (maybe I do, but i don't see it as MY problem in this issue.)

It doesn't matter how much hardwork you have put in personally behind closed curtains, but it's the hardwork to maintain trust, commitment and friendliness in an organisation that define good leadership.

Having said that, the tactless remarks made for the DPAIG (intentionally or otherwise) has created a camouflaged disconcertment in most of our hearts which I don't think is healthy at all.

To instruct doesn't equate to demand, it just feels weird when we are put in a predicament such that we are obliged to be obeying whatever that is set out for us to do.

Commitment issues aside, it is based on mutual trust that really brings the DPAIG together, not just the said expectation of a being a leader and the desire to be on top of one another.

ok, bye im done ranting. see you in a bit, i shall end abruptly here and go to catch my sleep.

ps/ oh, IM WITH YINGSTER AND IZAK FOR DAY 2 STATION GAME FOR FOC PROGRAMME AGAIN! We're prolly the only group unaffected by the reshuffling of duties. so it's a yay, because i enjoy working with them. My day 1 and day 3 mates are equally fun luh. yay. oh, i'm going to push izak into the pool on day 3, *grins*.

programmers <3

cai shen dao.

2009-01-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

harrow.

the cursed happened to me again.

._.

i realised my blog clock is wrong. but i can't be bothered to change it la. z

I did a research on this phenomenon.

It's called the numeric code symbol, our genetic alarm clock.

>CLICK!

When you see a repetition of numbers, your DNA is being activated on some level. You are remembering that you are now returning to higher frequency vibration also called the return of the Feminine Energies, Rebirth, Christ Consciousness, Evolution of Consciousness into total awareness.

You will experience a sudden awakening after which reality is never the same. You are going to create clarity, healing and balance for yourself. This is your journey alone, as it is for most souls.

Once you open the Digital Door, there is no going back.

Your soul will automatically and quickly move you from level to level of
experience until you 'get it'.

Your consciousness is expanding and therefore you will, manifest faster and with greater comprehension,

becoming more aware of the meaning of synchronicities that will become more and more frequent.

The numbers usually signal changes in the patterns of your life.

They may confirm something that you are experiencing whenever the numbers appear to you.

screw econs.

2009-01-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

hi, i'm very vexed now because i have 2 more articles to chiong until 6pm which is submission (it's 1:11pm now).

i think i have this curse recently that whenever I turn to see the time, the hour and minutes always come up to be the same digit. like, 1:11, or 11:11, 3:33.

is it normal? because it happens so frequently that i think i'm abit psychic.

maybe someone miss me alot. LOL.

aiyah srsly la, i'm quite disappointed when no one was there when i needed help.

zzz. sad.

we love pcomd.

2009-01-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

this is by far, the most amusing thing i've seen in weeks.

we love pcomd.

<3

plugged, amanda

how honoured!

2009-01-08T00:30:00.001+08:00

hello, TDS design site is up and running.

VISIT!!!

ZHOU TOLD ME MY WORK FREAKING GOT FEATURED! YAYNESS.

Hahaaa... if you remembered the 1, 2, buckle my shoe illustration I did for Vpress...

VISIT K THX!!!

wahhaa, im quite happy.

thanks Lille!

END OF THE YEAR. WHOOOHOOOO!~

2008-12-31T13:04:00.000+08:00

Hi, I am here to round up my year 2008 and write some highlights of my life this year.

Summary of my life for 2008:

I got my O level Results.

Haha, I didn't top the school, I came in second, despite of having the same aggregate as the top student, she pwned me by one more distinction. Though, it is nothing to be proud of since I got like 12 points for L1R5? EH NO HIDDEN MEANING K LOL.

HELLO YOU TELL ME WHICH SCHOOL GOT TOP STUDENT GET 12 POINTS ONE. Punggol is prolly the only one. HAHA, ok la, not the sch lousy, is the student lousy. happy anot.

Anyway, it was quite a memorable day. YOU KNOW WHY????????

BECAUSE MY HAIR WAS TOO LONG AND I REFUSE TO CUT WITH THE STUPID ART AND CRAFT SCISSORS AND THEY MADE ME COLLECT MY RESULT SLIP WITH THE AHBENGS IN A STUPID CONFINED HOME ECONS ROOM. HAHAHAAAAAA.... Means I wasn't with my classmates at the hall to collect my results.

FUCKING BULLSHIT I TELL YOU, you know wad is their claim anot? They say if got reporters come and interview the school and were to see my long hair, it would ruin the school's name. HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA, the most ridiculous shit ever. My hair wasn't even THAT long. BULLSHIT I TELL YOU.

AND MR CHONG TOLD ME THAT BEFORE I CAME INTO THE SCHOOL THEY LET IN PEOPLE WITH LONGER HAIR INTO THE HALL YOU KNOW. WAH CHEE BYE, I DAMN ANGRY THAT TIME, COZ THEY OBVIOUSLY WERE FLOUTING THE RULES AND THEIR OWN PRINCIPLES AND THEIR JUDGMENT WAS HOPELESSLY FLAWED. STUPID SHIT. FUCKING BIASED.

Anyway right, I cried when I received my results because I was expecting abit more of myself. I hugged Ms Siow and cried. HAHAA SO WUSS.

But coz I felt I kind of let my English teachers down since I got like B3 for English Os when I got a Distinction for prelims. Blahhh.

In retrospect, I shouldn't even cry because I was accepted to join TP through DPA!!!! Hence, O level results didn't matter to me.

I joined DPA and and experienced first 3 months in poly.

I felt very weird, because I hardly fit in, Prisoners from Punggol like me find it very hard to fit into new cliques of people... right Clara? LOL.

Time began to reveal the sincerity (or not, LOL, I'm sucha bitch) of the people in DPA and I eventually made a bunch of awesome friends across the schools and courses in TP through DPA.

I really enjoy the time spent during the experential learning and CDS modules with my DPA people. It was my pleasure to have known all of you and I love you many many. I hope that I can play my part to help out the next batch of DPA students to assimilate them into TP family.

Experienced DOTC2, FOC and DOC !!!

There I made alot alot alot of new friends and seniors!!! This is the point whereby I firmly felt the TP spirit and the warmth it abounded. The camps were so succesful that they really tied the students' hearts together, forming a strong sense of belonging to TP in the students.

ESPECIALLY IN DESIGN SCHOOL, it really feels like I'm in a very very very very dua family.

The camps were damn awesome la!

Especially Otto, I think it's like the best empire/camp group in my entire life. Infact, we got the best empire award during DOC!!! HAHAHAA!!!! SHUANG RIGHT.

VERY COINCIDENTALLY, alot of people whom I have made friend's eventually with in school were generally from OTTO. HAHA.

OTTO SENIORS ROCKS SOCKS. :D:D:D:D

Being a design student

I think, from the start, I was taking a risk with my own capability. Having no art background in secondary school left me in a very precarious position in design school. Especially so when all I did for first block in first semester was to draw and draw and draw and draw. It was fun, but it was tad bit tedious. How am I going to gauge the standards of studying in an art/design related course? Everything I did in design school was probably my first time. This was when my responsibility to learn struck me hard into my guts.

There was no place for complacency, I need to START picking up skills which I didn't think I am capable of... like... building a metallic sculpture? LOL, or, drawing a full A2 sized drawing? Or to illustrate a book? Haha, it was fun nonetheless.

I will continue to work hard in school, because it just gives me alot of exposure; as a student, and as a person.

I'm determined, and I hope my friends are too... EH YOU ZPGYs, REMEMBER OUR PACT TO GET GOOD GRADES AND WE CAN GO AND LIM KOPI AT THE END OF THE SEMESTER TGT. mmmuahahaaaa.

Know a bunch of really really close and really really good friends from VSC.

LIKE ZPGYsssss, OMG HOW CAN I EXPRESS ENOUGH LOVE FOR ALL OF YOU, YOU GUYS ARE LIKE THE BEST BUNCH OF PPL AROUND EVER, ALWAYS SO LAST MINUTE AND FULL OF SURPRISES, I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL, PLEASE DON'T HAIR STAND BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU ALL.

They are friends who'd bare they souls and open up to whatever feelings they have for everything. Though we haven't gone through really thicks and really thins, I must say that we are quite happening (cheapthrills and all). HAHAHAAA. I miss our retarded moments. HAHAHAHA!

Oh, I have to thank Fred too, for it's presence to capture every significant moment of ZPGY. HAHAH!! THANK YOU FRED, ALTHOUGH U ARE INANIMATE. LOL.

PARTTIME JOB AT TELEMARKETTING

Wah, I dunnoe why I put this as a highlight of my life, but yea, I'll put it up anyway because the experience of being a telemarketer is soooooo omgzdfgzdgf, I tell you it's like a prison job I strongly discourage anyone from doing it. Even if you're in need of money, turn to prostitution or something. LOL. KIN-DING, KIN-DING!

DSC subcomm

Eh, I have to admit that I haven't been contributing much to DSC apart from all its awesome nightwalks. HAHAHAHA!!! I made alot of very cool friends from the subcomm camp and the recent OTC and formed very fond memories with my empire-mates. :D:D

LOL, it helped to shape me to be more involved in school's activities, in a way, or another (I SAID ALREADY, APART FROM THE 100 millionth nightwalk I attended) LOL.

I REALLY THINK THAT DSC GOT ALOT OF VERY COOL AND FUNNY PEOPLE. I THINK IT'S A VERY COOL COMMITTEE ON A WHOLE, AND PLEASE STAY COOL FOREVER.

Ok, the above are like highlights of my life in 2008... I guess it's pretty mundane... Haaaaa...

Anyway, it's a regret that I'm not as close to my sec school friends... like ZP and the rest... I feel that it's a mutual connection to keep a friendship alive, but since I'm quite laid back in participating in their activities, I guess it's perfectly reasonable that we've drifted fairly apart. Different schools and timetables disabled us to meet up frequently... I think it's quite a pity.

Though 2009 I will try to close up the gap between me and my sec school friends... because the memories we formed were equally memorable.

What have I learnt????? Really, 2009 taught me to be strong and to stand steadfastly on my own two feet. I learnt to be independent, especially during the times when I have no friends to turn to during the initial advancement from secondary school to poly. It taught me to be more watchful of what I say and do, and I have learnt to be more attentive to my surroundings. I should take responsibility of what I say to other ppl. 祸从口出 usually happens to me.. haha I guess I'm just too talkative.

I have also learnt to be more emotionally stable after having so many people entered my life, ruthlessly trampled on it and left without a trace. I shouldn't be wasting my time filling up this void and throwing away my own dignity in exchange for this unworthy and meaningless pursuit. MOVE ON. :D:D:D

My relationship with my family is sort of stable right now, thank God. I learnt to be more tolerant and to put up with the rubbish my brothers have always given me. I learnt to be more thoughtful for my parents and though I haven't successfully tame my own aggression whenever I'm pissed. Blah. But thanks Mum and Dad anyway to give me a place to live in, food to eat, and my computer to use. :D That's about it.

I haven't been exceptionally pious this year. I admit I have lost a certain amount of faith in God after so much unhappiness had occurred. God's love is boundlessly prevalent, but I chose to cast it aside and let negativities take control of my faith. It made me waver a little, and I blamed everything but myself, I started to avoid whatever religious activities and teachings God has designed for me.

Hence for the coming year, I decided not to be in the state of denial and defiance, and will strive to attend religious classes and be more faithful in what I believe in. Yay.

Okay, let's see my resolution for year 2008, set last year on 2007.

ITS A DAMN LONG ONE (GOT FROM Y PREVIOUS BLOG, HAHA )

I'll strike off some if I achieved.

~~Make new friends in poly~~, and maintain friendship!
I MADE ALOT ALOT ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS!!! but I think maintaining friendship is a life long affair, so I shall not assume I have completed this task.

~~Put in effort to realise my goal towards being a designer.~~
I am doing well in school, haha.

Maintain friendship and ties with my older friends. Don't lose contact.
I think I've done well, considering we have different timetables and that design school has such a guai lan studying time. But, I will not strike it off, because as I've said, it's a long affair to maintain friendships with people. But I've not talked to people like Joey Chiang and my prison mates for a loooong time! I need to initiate!!!

~~Change and refurnish my bedroom.~~
OMG, I DID IT, like finally!

Exercise damn alot to lose all those nasty flabs. I'm now at the weight of a shocking 70kg.
ZZZZZZZZZ.

Practise enough piano to get something like a merit or distinction for my Piano
grade 6 Practical.
I haven't take yet, maybe next year.

~~Plan my time properly.~~
I haven't been so religious to my planner like this year! I swear I've been planning my time alotttt this year. I'm quite glad that I achieved this. :D

~~Visit my older friends whenever possible.~~
:D

Be appreciative of all that I have.
I'll have to try harder.

Don't lose my temper for no valid reasons.
I'LL HAVE TO TRY EVEN HARDERRRR.

~~Be sensitive.~~
Now I have to be MORE sensitive.

~~Build up portfolio for myself.~~

I got a deviant art account!

~~Do more art.~~
I've never done so much art in my entire life.

Read up on more things, so that I won't be such a language retard.
I read alot of visual books.... but i guess it doesn't count.

Be more spiritual and zealous in my religious cultivation.
JIAYOU.

Be punctual. (LOL)
JIAYOU EVEN MORE.

~~Own something expensive.~~
I OWN A MOLESKINE, oh AND AN IPOD HAHAHAA~

Give a gift to a complete stranger.
No, I haven't tried, and why is this on my list???

Remember my friends' birthdates. ( I have friendster to depend on)
JIAYOU.

Manage my finance well.
Zzzzzzzzzzzz JIAYOU. I SHOULD STOP USING NETS.

Be always happy.
It depended on who I am with.

Learn to love and be loved.
Jiayou.

~~Give more than I take.~~
I consider this done because I really feel that I am more generous this year.

Speak less foul-language.
HAHAHAAAAAAAAA I like went opposite.

OKAY MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR 2009!!!!!!!!!

Bring forward what I haven't complete in 2008 to 2009.
Maintain friendship and ties with my older friends. Don't lose contact.
Exercise damn alot
Practise enough piano to get something like a merit or distinction for my Piano grade 6 Practical.
Be appreciative of all that I have.
Don't lose my temper for no valid reasons.
Read up on more things
Be more spiritual and zealous in my religious cultivation.
Be punctual. (LOL)
Remember my friends' birthdates.
Manage my finance well.
Be always happy
Learn to love and be loved.
SPEAK LESS FOUL LANGUAGE!!!!

Stay truthful to myself, stop being in denial.
Be nice to people, and reap good relationship with people.
Be more actively involve in school's commitments.
Do well in school.
Win an award or something.
Be nicer to my family.

Okay, that's really about it.

I will end abruptly, and see you next year!!!!!!

I LOVE 2008!!!

I hope 2009 will be better. Ha!

FKghsdilgughbnan

2008-12-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY SAD. BECAUSE ALL OF YOU JUST ON THE DAY BEFORE NEW YEAR'S EVE LAST MINUTE COME AND TELL ME YOU ALL CANNOT MAKE IT.

I ASKED FOR THIS GATHERING SINCE DUNNOE WHEN, AND MADE SURE U ALL ARE TOLD ABOUT IT, BUT YOU COME AND JUST HANG ME BY A THREAD.

YOU KNOW HOW MANY APPOINTMENTS I HAVE TURNED DOWN JUST TO MAKE TIME FOR U?

IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT ME, ME AND ME, BUT IT'S ALSO ABOUT HOW MUCH I WANNA SPEND MY TIME WITH YOU ALL.

YOU SAY ANOTHER DAY MEANS ANOTHER DAY MEH. THERE IS ONLY ONE 2008's EVE YOU COME AND TELL ME ANOTHER DAY.

AND I AM NOT ANGRY WITH YOU FOR TEXTING ME THIS DISAPPOINTMENT. I AM JUST VERY SAD FOR OURSELVES. HOW MANY FREAKING DAYS HAVE WE NOT HUNG OUT WITH EACH OTHER PROPERLY.

I ADMIT I HAVEN'T BEEN TRYING MY BEST TO MEET YOU ALL UP, BUT CAN YOU ALL TREAT ME A LITTLE BIT MORE OF AN IMPORTANCE CAN.

I DUNNOE LA, CANCEL LA, CANCEL LA, I THINK I WILL REGRET POSTING THIS RANT UP, BUT I NEED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM SAD THAT THE DAY I COULD SPEND PURPOSEFULLY WITH ALL OF YOU HAS COME TO NAUGHT JUST BECAUSE YOU ALL CAN'T MAKE IT.

I WONDER WHY, IT'S NOT SOMETHING VERY LAST MINUTE RIGHT.

forgive me, i just need to rant.

I IS VERY HAPPY!

2008-12-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

happy coz later xnr 2 hours special. HAHAH!! YAY YAY YAY~

Completely gratuitous!

2008-12-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

Did u know that strawberry jam on over- night prata is very delicious? Okay, now you know.

I'm quite sick now, probably due to the virus Zhou passed to me during boxing day. But I'm not as severely sick as her... probably coz I drank alot of water to combat the illness. YES, 灌水！

If you're on the verge of falling ill, you should pump as much liquid as you can into your stomach. Either you suck it down like a man and go to the toilet to flush out all the toxins, or you vomit everything out to remove the heatiness in your body.

Better if you do it both ways. HAHA.

That is like my philosophy of life. Thank you, I'm so talented. Anyway, because Zhou did not heed my advise in full force, she's down with a fever. LOL. Orhbi.

Anyway right, on boxing day, I met up with Miss Siow, Mrs Lau, Clara and Calvin for tea. Did alot of catching up at Jack's place. How nostalgic. 3 different generations of students who were nurtured by the caring hands of both English teachers have now grown to look like they are ready to go and get married. Okay, maybe except for me, coz I'm still NC17. LOL. Still, I think moments like this are times teachers should be proud of.

Eh imagine, 3 years ago, your students were like little eaglets learning how to fly and now they're full-fledged hungry eagles ready to conquer all adversity that come their way.

Wah this sense of accomplishment for a teacher is quite indescribable, I think.

This is for me also to see how much effort the teachers have contributed to their students' lives, moulding them to be outstanding young adults like you and me. Okay, maybe not the me... but i appreciate their kindness alot ok!!!

Haha, im so funny.

~~Photos soon, waiting for mushroom to go online.~~ Koped from her facebook.

Say hi to Ms Siow and Mrs Lau.

Clara is looking very scary.

Do you agree that we have the Punggol Face?

Awwwww. :D

I miss my teachers.

And I didn't go for a sex change, mushroom.

After meeting the teachers, it was ZPGY's Mega Festive First Annual Christmas Celebration. HAHAHA!

I shall just kope pictures from facebook. :D

Sus, our guitarist. Tagged by Zhou- Eric's Sexy Legs.

:D I'm quite proud of my skinny calfs. And I bet is Zhou purposely jia jia wanna take sus but frame my leg inside. LOL.

The very very very huge Christmas Tree.

Our recorderist.

And our guitarist. Okay, fake one. The real one is Sus.

Fake Muay Thai Master.

Ago Ago King.

???????

LOVE!

Mag is listening for Ying's heartbeat.

Suimin came halfway during the celebration! Looking pretty!

So we sang abit of christmas songs and concluded that there was a lack of magic in our ZPGY gathering, so I was hoping for some sort of magic to happen. :D

WHICH IT FINALLY DID. HAHAHA.

You know this patch of grass at vivo's top floor, around the mini pool. When we were happily seated on the grass, sprinklers started to emerge from the ground and it faced the pool, so I thought the sprinklers are to refill the water on the pool. BUT IT TURNED TARDILY TOWARDS US, (and to the grass). HAHAAA Our belongings were all over the grass patch and everyone was scurrying around trying to siam the water. Sus fell and knocked her guitar... IM SORRY SUS! Btw, the whole experience was magical. LOL.

AND YOU KNOW. Eric was complaining that we needed to add some 'MAGIC' to our gathering cos it was a bit boring. And god decided to fufil his wishes leh. Halfway while we were all chillaxing at the grass patch beside the pool of water, the sprinklers started to on. They were spraying water into the pool at first. But then while we watched the spinkler, we slowly realised that the head of the sprinkler was turning......................... and

Eric: Omg spinkler haha.
Everybody: Ooooh.
-3 seconds silence-
Sus: Erm... it is going to turn and shoot at us?

AND RIGHT AFTER SUS COMPLETED HER SENTENCE THE SPRINKLER REALLY TURNED 180 DEGREES AND STARTED SPRAYING WATER ONTO US. HAHAHAHA WTF. And then we all started to run for our lives while trying to save our valuables like my Fred, and Sus's guitar? Hahaha and the best part is, there was around 3 to 4 sprinklers around that area, and they were all sprinkling in different directions WHILE turning. So it was like one of the last stages of super mario... where you're on your way to find the boss, and there's lotsa spiky metal chains spinning around in circles at different speeds. You know you know? But anyway. Gotta admit that it was the MAGIC of our gathering. Hahahaha.

---
an excerpt from Zhou'z blog.

HAHA so funny.

I dunnoe why yingying has this NTUC bag around her arms for group shot.

She's subconsciously like an auntie.

Candles Zhou koped from some where.

Awwww.

This was during the gift exchange ceremony. HAHA.
So cool right, everything was handmade leh!

I made tissue pouches (HANDSEWN, OMG IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF) and baked cookies for them! :D Ying and Zhou produced a CD record of 3 songs (-_-), and each made us cards.
Mag made the girls pouches with a zip, and bought me stuff from Daiso. Haha, Sus made us cookies that "smelt like christmas". Haha. so basically, all of the stuff is handmade and DIY-ed, we are designers after all. :D

Quote from Zhou- The tissue pouches in the middle with all our names written - is done by Eric. He amazed all of us with his skillz for sewing the lining inside leh.

WAH THANK YOU.

Anyway, I'm here to plug Zhou's and Ying's CD collab cover.

NICE RIGHT, HAHA, I BET ZHOU GOT THE REFERENCE FROM GEOG TEXT BOOK ON THE TOPICS ON RIVERS AND DELTAS. HAHA

Anyway, the 3 songs are Rudolph the red nose reindeer, jingle bell rock, let it snow. HAHAA, quite funky and nice! W ah I am damn molested. Play the songs during my funeral okay.

My concubines.

After the celebration, we all went back to my house. Initial plan was to da ma jiang. But, I very lazy bring out the mahjong table and set. So they just rot in my room, until 3am when i chased everyone to sleep. Woke up at 10 plus and they went home.

Yay, so happening.

Ok I'm off to ikea soon, to get curtains. Blah.

DOTC 1 and Christmas Presents

2008-12-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm back from DOTC 1 and Eunic was beyond great. :D:D:D

Ha ha, and somehow we imparted the tai ke wu to my empire. HAHA so fun. And the raisins sharing sessions were affectionate (except when they despised my raisins after they learnt that half of the raisins dropped on the floor and decided not to eat it, ok kidding, i still love you guys!)

The cheers were highly innovative and the empire mates were crazily loving, I'm totally in love with everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111111111111

ok fyi, the !1111 was on purpose, to show you how excited I am for DOTC1, and I can't wait for DOTC2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111111.

lol.

Good job to programme too! I had fun in the station games. I believe it'll be better when DOC comes! Haha.

I am very happy with my company in camp and I hope to be better friends with everyone else in it.

I LOVE EUNIC!

Oh, and the raindance was da shizzzzzzz. The camp ended with the weather being such a good sport and us cheering in the drizzle. Haha, so fun.

I think no need wait for DOC, I can feel the passion of everyone in camp liao. It was a hair raising moment. SRSLY!

Ok, back to hype about FOTC programme comm, I think we're damn zai (understatement, really) (including the times spent in the lift with 20 dope people (kidding laaaaaa)), and I received a note that we be having a chalet soon!!!!!!

Okay, I think it'll be a fun gathering since it will be programmers doing the organisation. PROGRAMMERS LEH, CONFIRM FUN. :D:D right? :D:D:D

Anyway right, lemme show u the picture when we're stuck in the hydraulic lift. HAHAHA!

NO KIDDING. AND NO PHOTOSHOP. I TELL YOU THE SMELL IS EPIC. packed like sardines and sweated like pigs. still, we love one another.

HAHA.

Okay, so anyway right, I've been such a mother today that I spent most of the time, making gifts, cards and baking cookies for my friends for Christmas! I'm surprisingly quite homely today.

Sewing and baking was fun leh! And I spent my afternoon chionging XNR on tudou. I missed like 10 thousand episodes since the first day of camp.

Haha, I think I am seriously thankful to be blessed with such a day to spend with myself and I hope I could spend all my days doing new things and not having to worry about anything at all. <3 Okay, reality is, my hectic days will resume soon on the 6th when school commences. sigh, but I barely have any holidays for myself lehhh....

I wish I can finish the gifts asap in time for the ANNUAL MEGA FESTIVE ZPGY CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION (i forgot the full term, but u get the pt.) it's gonna be so exciting!!! HAHAHAHAA!!!!11111111111111111111111

Okay, when school term starts, I'm going to be a full fledged business student since I'm having introEcons module for CDS. HELLO, SO UNEXCITING. and I'm taking it with PcomDi, so siannnnnnnn.

Ok, see u, imma sleep early!

AND MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS, ERIC LOVES EVERYONE OF YOU LOADS.

Have a blessed christmas and new year!

With loveeeeee,

Kukuthebird

xoxoxoxooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

HAHA. <3

OTC 1 and LIFT CRISIS.

2008-12-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm back from camp. The camp was energy draining and I totally knocked myself out yesterday's night the moment I got home. I got a taste of being a programmer, and it's kind of surreal, because the whole process was so compact that it didn't register alot of what I did for the camp into my brain. It was like ching chong type of a camp. Especially so when we have a nightwalk video to edit before the 3 day of camp and so many other station games to juggle.

Nightwalk was fab as usual, I think. HAHA. :D This time round I played main character, and managed to make a few campers cry. Wah lao I hate those people who act calm and steady in a nightwalk lor, if you are scared just scream la, make the pogrammers feel good about it right, we worked so hard to give you the thrill, make us feel it's worth it. D:

Anyway right, minus the lethargy and discomfort on my knees and toes (i crawled around like siao tar por), the experience was quite fun. ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M ALONE IN A ROOM STATION ON MY OWN! HAHAHA, damn thrilling.

Ok, I have no pictures to show you because VC never come and take.

Can I tell you something damn dumb? LOL.

After the whole camp right, we were supposed to go back our room to pack our stuff. Everyone (programmers) thought that it would be fun to squeeze 20 people in a hydraulic lift at SDC. So we just went ahead and started squeezing (it was after camp, so you can imagine the smell). Then miraculously, the lift started to move. UNTIL we're reaching level 2, THE LIFT STARTED TO STOP!!!!

Coz usually, when the lift stops, we could open the door forcefully and close it again, then the lift will continue.... BUT IT FREAKING DIDN'T! OH MY GOD We're stuck at like 1st and a half story, LOL.

Initially we thought it was pretty funny, LOL. So we started saying jokes, until we realised it's an emergency. LOL.

Luckily there were people outside fanning air into the lift for us, and giving us a sense of safety.

Curly kept complaining about how wronged he was to get dragged by ppl into the lift and eventually got stuck in it. HAHA, he was so whiny in a very funny way. LOL. Fortunately, everyone in the lift was pretty calm. And we waited for the technician to come by and save us out after 40 mins.

Omg, by the time, we all had stiff limbs and breathing diffficulty. HAHAHA but I think it's all in the mind la... I was pretty allright coz I kept calm and quiet.

Oh, Jiahui took photos of ourselves, hahaa... and some ppl outside took video of us. HAHA, at that point in time, I felt like a zoo exhibit and I totally questioned my own intelligence, why did I squeeze myself into that lift. HAHAH.

At the end, the maintanance guy came and saved us all out. Yay, freedom. HAHA.

It's an episode that is definitely hard to forget. What a great way to bond us all up.

Okay the list of people who are stuck in the lift, from my recollection:

Me
Sainy
Issac
Jiahui
Yingster
Steven
Surin
Luffy
Wendy P
Junfeng
Curly
Yufei
Shumei
Cherlie
Duke
Gibson

I forgot who are the rest, but the experience was, OMG. The smell is can die.

Ok, bye, I'm going to Spotlight now, hopefully can get some cloth.

I painted Marilyn Monroe!

2008-12-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

Yay!

chio buxzxz

This is for my bedroom, I've always wanted to paint something for my bedroom and I finally got some free time to put my paint brushes to good use. It was (remaining) wall-paint against some recycled closet plank. I think I'm quite diy- savvy. HA. :D

FINALLY COMPLETED!

Yay, me with chio buxzxz.

Anyway, it was quite easy to paint, took me 3 hours? LOL. ok la, bye.

I'm gonna hang this up in my bedroom, see if I shuang let u all see my new bedroom. HAHA. guai lan.

ok bye!!!!

And i need to seriously plan for christmas, but i dun have time!

headache siol.

filming!

2008-12-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

Filming for OTCW nightwalk happened yesterday. Quite fun la, I was Ian (my nightwalk character), and I was bound and starved to death. Cool not.

And I bet issac got orh cheh on his leg coz he fell so hard on the floor. tsk tsk. curly was sliced to death, and issac is hung to death. haha, how exciting.

It's left with junfeng's and jiahui's deaths. We'll continue filming tmr.

yay.

Hi. im awake

2008-12-11T17:01:00.000+08:00

I slept 17 hours, omg, shuang.

yesterday was marketing presentation, i dunnoe i dun have good feeling about it. anyway, the past few days were spent working towards final presentation, and i have never seen mervin, maybellyn and magdalene for so long in my life before (they were the groupmates). anyway, we stayed at mayb's house and do work, and i was awake throughout the night, the next morning was, surreal, or zombie-like.

and the process of getting back home in the evening after presentation was vague in my mind because I was mentally asleep.

I REALLY THINK IM GOING TO DIE YOUNG. every month has got to have a few days without sleep, it's terrible.

i will end off here, im very hungry i can swallow a cow.

T'was the 3rd day before holiday!

2008-12-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

STOLEN FROM ZHOU!

Put your MP3 player/music library on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title.

I LOVE YOU (LOL, WTF LAME POEM TITLE)

Another summer day
Don't worry 'bout me
I know you're try'na make me happy
Will those feet in modern times
Baby baby when we first met

The yellow page
Not more than three short years ago
Hey Michael
No I can't forget this evening
Have you met Miss Jones

Let's have some fun this beat is sick
No clouds in my storms
I guess I just lost my husband I don't know where he went
Some people live for the fortune
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so

You touched these tired eyes of mine
The flowers are faded now
No need to translate
In my solitude...
YOU GOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF NERVESSSSS.

-END-

HAHAHAHA OH MY GOD, THIS IS SO FUNNY, HAHAHA OH MY GOD. HAHAHHAA

z

2008-12-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

i was happily sleeping and snuggling in my bed until lecturer woke me up to GO TO SCHOOL AND FREAKING SORT OUT MY ASSIGNMENT FOR HER.

ok la, i believe it's highly my fault for securing 10 sheets of loose advertisements cut outs using a weak and stupid stapler. still.

kuzdghl;ASfnawkl;an'wlgfnaeflgnkadflgknasdgf

WAH LAO, I DAMN ANGRY AT MYSELF.

AND I HAVE NO ONE TO HAVE LUNCH WITH LATER!

z

VINTAGE!

2008-11-29T11:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAA, OH MY GOD. My browser has the adult filter in google picture off.

When I typed "Vintage", THEY SHOW ME VINTAGE PORN LEH! REALLY THAT KIND OF PERM HAIR WOMAN GET FUCKED IN BLACK AND WHITE PHOTOS. AHAHAHAHAAA. OH MY GOD, IM SO AMUSED.

I THOUGHT PORN IS PREVALENT ONLY WITH THE ADVENT OF INTERNET, LAST TIME PEOPLE SO KAI FANG ONE LOL.

ok anyway, im late for picnic with my choir darlings. SHIT LA. ok bye.

im homeworking!

2008-11-28T16:38:00.001+08:00

wad if all your friends in school have no time for you?

listen to jazz, turn to your pile of homework and shut yourself from the rest of the world.

i love etta james.

I AM VERY HAPPY!

2008-11-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL MY SEXY KUKU FRIENDS.

I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE,
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.
.
.
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.
.
.

The birth of my first and only apple product, IPOD NANO.

I AM VERY EXCITED COZ OMG, THIS IS MY FIRST TIME BUYING AN MP3 MYSELF, OUT OF MY OWN MONEY. I AM VERY PROUD LEH!

I have a very boring and uninteresting love life with my mp3s. Basically, I owned only one mp3 in all my life before this ipod. It was called CREATIVE ZEN NANO PLUS 512MB (LOL, NOOB SHIT), or something like that, (which display box is still lying peacefully in my computer drawer), and I had it for 2 fucking years before it cui-ed and died forever.

I was damn happy leh when my Dad bought me that, then eventually I started to abuse it and it finally gave in and died. First, the battery casing fell off, and never been able to be stuck back to the body (surviving on scotchtape), eventually, I lost the casing, then the earphones wire start to become yellow, the plastic body of the mp3 broke into half, though the innards were perfectly fine, then the right side of the earpiece went kaput. I thought, still can use what, so I used it until the last breath of the poor machine, it finally died one fine day and I gave it a glorious burial at my house's trashbin.

Since then, I've been hoping and wanting a mp3 to accompany me through the long and dreadful bus journey.

NOW MY WISH IS GRANTED BY MY OWN HARDWORK. eh, it was not easy for me to get this nonsense ok. I saved like crazy.

I got this iPod from the sitex fair at expo, they threw in this leather casing (MUCH COOLER THAN STUPID SILICON WRAP WHICH YOUR MOTHER USED IT TO PAD HER BRA) for free.

YOU MUST BE THINKING WHY I CHOSE SUCH A DULL AND BORING COLOUR RIGHT (and the black wheel on silver body looks off compared to the rest of the nanos), I BROUGHT IT BECAUSE:

Sunny owns the purple one before I did, I dun wanna gay with him, so I didn't buy.
The rest of the colours suck cock.
Only the silver one with the black scrollers matches the sexy BLACK leather case (WHICH WAS FOR FREE).

SO TA DAHHHH, witness the birth of my first APPLE PRODUCT! (im so cool, because I own an apple product), incase you are irritated by me, i'm just joking.

HAHAHA, anyway.

CAMWHORE TIME.

my cousin joined in. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, I think I am a bit self absorbed I can't stand myself.

Right, I'm very very very happy!

HAHA, it's so funny, like how I witnessed the birth of Zhou's FRED at best denki last few months, she witnessed the birth of my baby iPod which I will name, Kukuthebird jr.

Oh yea, while everyone (all my friends, ahem) was not available for me for this purposeful and significant event (to shop at expo), ZHOU PEI ME GO THERE LEH! SHE SO NICE RIGHT.

HAHAHA, Zhou I love you. OH MY GOD. HAIR STAND.

OH, and I'm abit disappointed with someone (in fact, alot of people) today. SIGH.

Nevermind, I'm still very happy over my purchases.

I also bought a 250 gb white PASSPORT Essentials external hard drive for 109.

THE CHIO WHITE ONE. Zhou ask me go zhng with blings. LOL SIAO EH.

Ok la, there are other exciting colours, but I chose white cos I assume that scratches on white surface is not easily noticeable wad. I wanted to take a look at the red one, and zhou asked me why I so hong gan, but then when I saw the real red one, it's like damn gu niang, and the side-linings are like pink? WTF. I WANT PASSIONATE RED LEH, NOT NOOB RED.

Ok, with that I shall abruptly end here because I need to do my hong gan H&C journals.

Zzz, and Mei sin sent me an email today,

Dear Eric,

We missed you in class today.

If you were ill, please ensure that you produce a medical certificate.

I hope to see you in class on 28 Nov!

Regards,

Mei Sin Yeow

Lecturer DIS

HELLO, I ALREADY TOLD HER I GOT A DENTAL APPOINTMENT THIS MONDAY!?

Is she abit forgetful, or it's just mandatory on her part to email me. LOL. Aiyah, anyway, I've got timesheet for my dental appointment. I'm very responsible in my school attendance one okay.

ok la, bye.

cherelle's bday!

2008-11-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

Okay, next week's Shenna's, last week's Von's, yesterday's (technically 2 days ago, but im not alseep at weird hours of 2am) Apple's, today's, Cherelle and alot more other's to come.

Then my MSN nick I put, why is teh whole world born in november.

Farhana Ngieng, my darling abang, kindly replied to my enquiry,

"coz of wine during valentines."

haha, so smart right.

Anyway, I slept through 14 hours. shuang. Then in the afternoon, i rushed down to kbox to give cherelle a very lame surprise. ok la, not that lame, but i hope I succeeded.

it was her burfday celebration today, and i hope she enjoyed herself! i didn't do much planning for this celebration, I'M SO SORRY! because I'm too tied up with work.

Anyway, HAPPYBIRTHDAY!!! (urm, it's technically belated, but i dun care).

I'm downloading Xtina's tour dvd now, omg, i can't wait, relishing the time that I went to her concert with sunny last year. I haven't lost the feeling of her tour, omg, she's so inspiring and cool. I wanna be like her. HAHA I AM SERIOUS. AND I'M DOWNLOADING BECAUSE I CAN'T GET THE DVD ALBUM IN SINGAPORE OK, and i have no means of buying it online, so i'm downloading it, so stupid ying ying can u dun download her greatest hits album, if not i will kill u.

GO AND BUY HER ALBUM, OUT SOON!

YAY.

2008-11-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

I have come to an end (technically) to a nearly disastrous block with typolay and applied illustration happening back to back. But this block will over lap the next block and will officially end next week because the submission date has been extended to next week.

The deadline extension was god-sent, I swear. You should see how I pia my works for this two modules since day one, it's crazy.

It's quite amazing to see how much I can achieve within such a short and restraint period of time. I managed to complete one poster, and finalize its concept in a night and hell, it's a feat.

Imagine what a human willpower can do when one is under tremendous stress over the impending deadlines and crazy amount of work to do. Needless to say, I didn't sleep just to complete the stupid A3 poster for typolay.

Oh, and I have been awake for 36 hours. Fucking scary, and all my zits are coming out.

Ok, I'm going to crash my pillows and die.

BYE FOR NOW, I WON'T BE UPDATING FOR LONG, SO LONG!

and the issue regarding the previous post right, i think i am not angry any more, but i don't see a need to take the entry down, it will serve as a reminder for me AND you, that I don't fancy depthless works and blatant insults.

And right.

2008-11-13T00:26:00.001+08:00

Joanna could find 3000 words worth of information, and out of the information she gave me to compile has got ABSOLUTE SUBSTANTIAL POINTS (highlighted in red for me some more) to cover the topic, I don't get it why you can't.

I don't know, maybe you tried your best, still, I take it as nonchalance to my said expectation. In other words, you don't give a damn, so why were you so defensive when I said I'll do whatever you have to do MYSELF?

Crap, indeed, I can't go on like that grumbling forever, i need to do my homework, see you in school, and learn from your friends instead of saying that their words are crap.

LEARN.

im full of crap.

2008-11-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

If what I did and said was full of crap, you wouldn't get a person with a whooping GPA of 3.6 talking to you, telling what you should and should not do for a dumb typography group project. '

Oh, I can't help from being sucha bitch, but seriously, you want to talk about ability right, come and challenge what I'm capable of in front of my face , THEN talk about having "loads of craps" under my belt.

YOU volunteered me as the leader, YOU thought you could get away easy with easy job in this team project, YOU think that you have contributed enough for the group, YOU haven't been taking charge of your own learning and be responsible for what you have to deliver to the lecturer.

SO DON'T COME AND FUCKING TELL ME I HAVE ALOT OF CRAP TO GIVE YOU.

AND NO, I HAVEN'T BEEN SHITTING LATELY, DUE TO THE SCREWED UP BODY CLOCK, SO LITERALLY, I HAVE NO SHIT TO GIVE YOU.

If you can't stand my high standards in a group project, then go ahead and tell Phek gek that you wish to withdraw from the group. You haven't spend alot of your time on this shit anyway.

If you think that I don't appreciate your paltry effort on the research, leet me tell you that I do appreciate, but they were less than substantial, SO IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOUR RESEARCH DOES NOT MAKE IT TO THE MARK?

SO LOGICALLY, ITS YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS TO ACCEPT WHATEVER I HAVE TO SAY AND WORK IT.

EVERYONE IS RUSHING FOR DEADLINES AND I KNOW THERE'S NOT MUCH INFORMATION ONLINE, BUT IF INFORMATION ARE SO EASILY OBTAINED (AND case in point, COPY AND PASTED ) THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROJECT FOR RIGHT.

Au contraire, IF YOU COULD SPEND THE TIME YOU SPENT ON OTHER ACTIVITIES TO DO YOUR WORK, YOU WOULDN'T DILVER SUCH RIDICULOUS WORK.

YES, RIDICULOUS, LIKE IT OR NOT, I DON'T APPRECIATE YOUR LACKADAISICAL ATTITUDE.

and i have nothing personal here, accept for the fact that i'm pissed that I was told off for having "loads of crap". now, if you can't take my crap, too bad.

I am the leader, so take my shit and eat it.

YES, I'M A SELECTIVELY A BITCH, BECAUSE I CHOSE TO BE A BITCH HERE.

Not my fault that I can't take unfair statement berated to me BY MY FRIEND.

TELL ME WHICH FRIEND TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE FULL OF CRAP EXCEPT WHEN YOU ARE JOKING?

Sometimes, you have to learn to draw a line between workmates and friends.

I AM VERY GRUMPY NOW, I WANNA KILL YOU.

AND IT'S FUCKING SUBMISSION ON FRIDAY. FUCK, UDNERSTAND WAD IS FUCK ANOT.

CD Cover

2008-11-12T01:47:00.001+08:00

Ok i revised my CD cover, but somehow, I still can't get the coherence in the front and back.

CLICK TO ENLARGE.

AIYA, tmr consult then see how, ok, i'm off to do paul rand now.

Now 1.48am (i realised my blog timing is screwed), till 5am, must complete paul rand ppt!

then later chiong my poster illustration for consultation in the afternoon.

WORK HARD ERIC.

eye bags week

2008-11-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

So right, I went NTUC ytd night, straight after I got back from school, to stock up for energy food and drinks. I've said it many times and I'm gonna say it again: I'm such a mother.

Because on top of unhealthy energy food like instant noodles, chocolates and red bull, I bought cherry tomatoes, yoghurt, preserved orange skin, and raisins to balance out the unhealthiness. LOL.

I'm gonna survive my nights on the $25 worth of food, till the end of block. I am very stressed now, you know how to spell stress? S-T-R-E-S-S.

adgnkaefkghnh

ARGHsdgmhl;sr

AND I OVER SLEPT, FUCKING OVER SLEPT. OMG, LATER NEED TO SUBMIT POSTER FOR CRIT. HOW, CHEEBYE. LKJDFBAKLDJFBjkSFGSFgsfgazghaghatgh.

Hi.

2008-11-08T10:42:00.001+08:00

Now to 1, I will do my cd backcover.

then rest abit, 1.30 to 5, I will do my thumbnails for the typo layout assignment 2

if got time, do paul rand.

then off I go to yvonne's celebration.

yay. k bye

ni hao!

2008-11-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

Anyway right, I headed to school for first FOC programme subcomm meeting at 7pm, just now. I think it was cool, the people that I saw the first time were great. I kindda anticipated that there would be very loud and about ppl in the committee, but to my surprise (and pleasure), everyone was pretty nice and humble. HAHA, not like those attention seeking ones you and I all know. I'm glad I'm part of it, and I look forward for the camp!!!

Oh, my eyes are damn sore now. :(

you're such an inspiration.

2008-11-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

HAHA, today is the release of Christina Aguilera's Greatest Hits album!!!! &$&#&#^$@*##

GO BUY K.

Before today, I was trying to conceptualize my album design for Applied Illustration, basing my idea on CA's new album's (which yet to be released) concept: andy-warholly yet futuristic.

And this afternoon when I checked out xtinaweb.org, it showed a series of album art from her new album, and it kindda catalysed the flow of my inspiration. Everything started to come in, and my own album illustration turned out quite cool.

Haha.

I need to do some more fine tuning plus the back of the CD cover, meanwhile, enjoy!

CLICK TO ENLARGE!

Got ppl say she dun look like Christina leh, how ar, ok tmr consult siy then say.

NIGHT, im shit tired.

eric is very annoyed

2008-11-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

i am drained, from the submission rush in the afternoon, but I can't sleep, I have alot more shit to do.

sigh, but part of me is really really really really tired.

and i am feeling a little negative.

are there times you'll feel highly dejected when the people you consider of importance in your life gives no shit about you? i'm feeling that all the time.

i guess i just need alot alot alot of attention. :(

it doesn't bite to ask for my well-being, does it?

a simple gesture of concern maybe? or maybe not,

coz i am insignificant in your life.

Mummy, where do I come from?

2008-11-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

i got punched.

2008-10-29T16:51:00.000+08:00

now my left eye is swollen and my lips are red from those bleeding. can u tell me why do I have such violent and vulgar brother.

i hope he dies on the street, or something, i really do.

he better die far away from home, don't dirty the estate.

and he's only sec 2, don't tell me i am a loser, because i know i am a good brother for letting him abuse. :D

okay la, i also got abuse him, still, he better watch the car or something, because karma is a bitch.

and can someone invent an aircon that doesn't leak?

oh god. bimbo moments.

ask to see my lip abrasion if u meet me, i will gladly show u my battle wound.

WAH CHEE.

2008-10-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

i just broke a chair.

oh my god.

who want to compete with me to break the most number of stuff in a single day.

im so angry with myself.

handphone no need money ar, chair no need money one issit, can you stop breaking things, why are u so clumsy, and fat.

you can just die and perish from the face of the earth.

ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh SCREAMS.

fucked.

2008-10-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

i broke my phone's lcd screen and half of my contacts are lost because dumb eric saved the contacts in his phone in stead of the sim card. chee bye la.

i feel like strangling myself.

im blasting damn loud pop now. and it's quite therapeutic.

ok now im going to do stupid typo homework.

I BO MOODzxzxz.

typo is sexy.

2008-10-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

I have been downloading fonts off the net for the past 3 hours. Scary, I downloaded like over 80 fonts in total, for pekghek's exercise.

Okay, I reckon I need an extensive collection of fonts and due to the fact that I didn't do a back up on my font folder before the last computer reboot, everything is gone, and I have to re- establish my library, which sucks.

Oh, applied illus is interesting, but typo isn't. Best of both worlds my foot.

Look. Okay, I shall be a thinker of appreciative thoughts.

This is interesting.

It's a enlarged W!

Interesting right?

Okay bye.

2008-10-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO, I'M CLOSING DOWN THIS BLOG. DON'T BOTHER VISITING IN THE FUTURE.

I KNOW IT'S ABIT IMPULSIVE, BUT, I'M TOO LAZY TO BLOG AND IM DAUNTED BY THE FACT THAT I HAVE SO MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT I KINDDA LOST THE MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE RUNNING THIS BLOG.

OK BYE.

Zz

2008-10-17T12:15:00.000+08:00

I figured I need to do some updating. I'm feeling quite disoriented now, and I got a headache. =(

I'm finally off work, off from 3 weeks of gruesome and shitty telemarketing.

Hello, this is Eric calling from computerworld magazine, we would like to invite you to our forum on the 28th of Oct, 11 am to 4.30 pm at Marina Mandarin Hotel. Would you be free to attend sir? Would you like me to reserve a seat for you?

No, I'm not keen, Bye.

1 week later...

Hi, I would like to register for this event and I am bringing along 3 other staff along, can you reserve some seats for us?

I'm sorry, but we don't have any more seats left, you can come, but you will have to seat on the floor.

LOL, HAHA OH MY GOD. HAHAHA. Priceless.

I've never called so many people in a day in my entire life, it's so scary. Lucky I had my design friends at work with me and to have lunch together.

Eric, don't work as a telemarketer ever again, it's a no-life job and you'll get slammed by people on the other side of the line. And your full time colleagues gives no shit to you.

School is starting and I thought my timetable was pretty reasonable, except for one block which I've got night classes. Means, for that entire month, I won't be able to attend night religious class.

Oh yes, I went Ikea ytd (yet again) to really make some purchases, and later today the delivery men would bring my furniture up.

My new room will be a series of black and white spashed with some chilli red. LOL. And Zhou sent me this picture..

... and said I could marry the room owner. -_-

Okay I'll post up picture of my new room once it is done.

For now, I'll just kope overdue pictures from people's blog and post it up wholesale. I'm very lazy to resize pictures from my computer and upload them. ha.

We love each other very much.

Jiahui's Birthday Celebration

HAHHAA!

Aiyah I'm damn lazy to blog. I'll continue maybe some other day. LOL.

Bye

Results Semester 1

2008-10-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, back from meeting some of the ZPGYs for dinner just now and with the news that our results are finally out.

I did well!

SUBJECT CODE	SUBJECT	CU	GRADE

SUBJECT CODE

SUBJECT

GRADE

AY 2008/2009	APRIL SEMESTER

AY 2008/2009

APRIL SEMESTER

DCS1013	Communicating Design Ideas	3	A

DCS1013

Communicating Design Ideas

DIM1342	Drawing Essentials	3	A

DIM1342

Drawing Essentials

DIM1344	3D Art Fundamentals	3	Distinction

DIM1344

3D Art Fundamentals

Distinction

DIM1345	Ideation	3	B

DIM1345

Ideation

DVC1509	Digital Essentials	3	A

DVC1509

Digital Essentials

DVC1550	History of Graphic Design	3	B

DVC1550

History of Graphic Design

DVC1560	Visual Presentation Essentials	3	A

DVC1560

Visual Presentation Essentials

GBA1001	Applied Principles for Effective Living 1	1	Pass

GBA1001

Applied Principles for Effective Living 1

Pass

GPP1001	Psychology of Creativity	3	B

GPP1001

Psychology of Creativity

GPP1002	Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)	3	B+

GPP1002

Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)

B+

Cumulative Grade Point Average

3.61

I am definitely thrilled to have done this well. All the effort that I've poured in proved to be worthy of such good grades, I'm actually quite proud of myself.

I'm in this habit of pleasing other people, shifting my perspective into theirs in terms of designing for them and what I've gathered from Zhou, is that I should have this sense of designer's pride in my design work and that I should stand up for my own design even if the client/ lecturer doesn't like it.

For myself personally, I derive satisfaction from acknowledgment from people who appreciate my stuff, and my usual satisfaction stems from creating something for people which they would like, instead of what I personally adore.

I think that's the reason why my classmates classify my work as something very commercial and mainstream.

I know it's a bit difficult to innovate if I constantly think within the scope of "what people would like", but I can't help but to practice pragmatism so that people would smile at me and say that I did well.

I think it boils down to my own perfectionism that I like things to be good and I heed people's advise very readily. In terms of negative comments, I would cringe at them and let my idea waver. Hence, I'll try my best to please everyone, it's sort of pleasing myself ultimately as a designer.

It's a very short reflection that I've done to explain my preference for the perks we get from our own creations.

My resolution for semester 2 would be: to bring my works to a higher new level, and to incorporate my personal flavor/ elements into the works that I'm going to do.

Nevertheless, regardless of how well- received my designs are, I will still embrace them proudly because it's something that I took pride in creating and being happy doing what I do still matters the most to me. :D

You reap what you sow, this is the principle backing me from behind since the beginning of the school term. I shall work harder towards the new term and surpass whatever it is today.

Firstly, I need to like get rid of my procrastinating attitude, so as to prevent unnecessary late nights before every submission. But I need not try too hard, because leaving things at the end of the production phase somehow spurs me to work towards my goal more effectively. LOL, I dunnoe, it works for me.

Secondly, I need to make sure that I satisfy my working principles all the time. Then again, if trying too hard makes it difficult for me to achieve, I'll remind myself to relax my rigidity a little and start having fun.

Lastly, I have to remember that being enrolled into TPDS is not about being in a competition and that I have no reason to vie with anyone for anything. I have to keep everything into my own perspective and remember that I'm there to learn, not to show complacency.

There you go, a few things to keep me grounded for the next semester. Whooo hooooo!!!

Off I go to sleep, happy hari raya and children's day yo! Tmr holiday, no work!!! YESSA.

Speaking of work, I totally abhor my job. I'll tell you why later.

Okay, nights. BYE.

YESSA!

2008-09-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

LOLOLOLOL, HELLO.

YAY, I FOUND A JOB!

Okay, I know I still have like a million events to blog about (my life is so interesting yo, how's yours?) but I am really really lazy to collect pictures la. SORRY LOL.

I went Singapore Biennale 2 days ago and it was fab! I will blog in details (not very soon though ha ha).

Oh and I cut my hair.

Was out with Cherelle in the evening and we were hunting for jobs at The Central. Ok, we didn't really fulfill the task well coz we were chatting alot. Haha, then I received a message from Suimin that her boss would be calling me to offer me a job at her workplace. I was thrilled!

I gotta really thank her for introducing this job to me and really really really appreciate her for the trouble of job scouting for me. I wasn't expecting this, thanks really!

I have to report at 9 at her workplace so that her boss would fill me in with details. Hopefully everything goes on smoothly and I'll have another few more pennies in my pocket. Hoho.

After meeting Cherelle, I went to meet Yingz and Jo because they wanted to sneak into Isetan's private sale to do some lingerie shopping. LOOOOL.

So we met, and Yingz had her Teppanyaki. We came up with alot of stupid idea trying to sneak in because we don't have a membership card that allows access into the store. We thought of like to mingle into a crowd which has a card or to asking people to lend us the card, and we finally settled with the plan of us pretending to look for our parents inside the department store. STUPID TRICK, but it worked.

Yay, and we went in proudly. The girls were madly ravaging stuff from the racks while I stood aside looking quite unoccupied. Well, atleast I know what kind of underwear Yingying and Jolyn have now. LOL.

Mag joined us when it was around closing time, and she ran like mad around the store trying to find something she likes before the store closed. Aiyah, but to no avail.

LOL. Slacked at Macs before heading home via the last train.

Okay, work tmr, gotta sleep now. BYE!

I AM SO FUCKING SAD.

2008-09-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

I WASTED ONE WHOLE DAY DOING A USELESS LOGO.

I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE.

Okay, I'm going to wash up and freshen up, eat something (at this hour, wow), and restart my work.

SUBMISSION IS TOMORROW. I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE.

I AM FUCKING TOASTED.

Kind of accomplished.

2008-09-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

Yay, I updated my playlist with new songs from new genres. I accept music across different styles one ok. So stop stereotyping me that I only enjoy MC and CA. LOL. And listening to mainstream pop doesn't make me a loser okay, it's nice what!

So I have like new lounge music up my playlist and very weird reggae ones. LOL. Must give it a try right.

I cannot tolerate very weird electronica and Zhou said I can't work in a design studio next time because they will spam very weird electronica music. WHATEVER. I will set up my own studio and spam POP. HAHAHA.

So it seems that I'm here to post up my uber mega super duper ultra big entry, in fact, I haven't gotten pictures from various sources yet, a hem.

Okay, maybe next entry.

I was bored stiff this entire afternoon, not that I have absolutely nothing to do, but it's a fact that I love to laze around, pretending there is nothing for me to do.

Actually, I was stuck in quite a trance because I slept too much. LOL. Basically, half of my today was spent plodding around home, opening the fridge, closing it, doing abit of my logo (yes, im redo-ing my syog logo, lol mad cow) and opening the fridge again. sian right.

Then in the evening I headed to fo tang for mid autumn festival celebration. The event was great! Great food and great entertainment. Heh heh.

When I reached home, I started illustrating for BAM. I thought it went really well, had to add a couple more details and I'm done yay.

Btw, its time I unveil my DeviantART account! I uploaded the book illustration that I've mentioned earlier and a couple of other works! Drop a comment or two if you're nice, and remember to re-visit for new works, okay?

CLICK HERE PLEASE!

It's 2 freaking am and I don't feel sleepy yet!

Siannnzzzz.

OH WAIT, I SUDDENLY THINK OF PEREZHILTON AND TRENT, HAHAHAA HOW CAN I EVER FORGET THESE BOREDOM KILLERS. OKAY, I'M OFF FOR GOOD GOSSIPS YO.

LOL, fyi, im not a crazy himbo.

I'M SO SAD YO.

2008-09-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm quite disappointed at myself coz right, I got a certificate of participation for my Shu Uemura Digital Art Design.

Urm, it feels soooooo bad that I wanna cry. I is si beh sad.

No la, I where got so weak. HELLO.

It's a fact that I must learn and I shouldn't stop just yet, there's plenty for me to learn. All I need was a simple recognition for my skeelz, but looking at this result, I figure that joining competitions this big really demand much more skills than I currently possess. Okay, yo, I'm just abit dejected, haha, nevertheless, this spurs me to keep raising my own bar.

On the pinnacle of sadness, plz.

CHECK OUT MY ~~Losing~~ DESIGN ENTRY. LOL.

CLICK FOR FULL SIZE YO. Check it out in full size please!

Aiyah, I think I did a good job with this design, I'm just bu shuang with the result. LOL.

ANYWAY, NEXT ENTRY WILL BE A MEGA SUPER DUPER ULTRA HUGE ENTRY.

Watch this space for:

Weishan's birthday celebration at PasirRis Park
Magdalene's birthday celebration at Teoheng
Stay over at my place for mahjong
Stay over at Yingz place for Jiahui's birthday planning
Jiahui's Birthday Eve (preparation)
Jiahui's Birthday celebration at school/ chrystal jade
IITSC NIGHTWALK!!!!!!

OKAY IMMA COLLECT PICTURES!!!! BYEEE!

Oh yea, just now was out at town with ZPGYs, and they were super retarded omg, they pranked me!!!! I SI BEI GONG. OMG. HELLO, CAN YOU TELL ME WHY AM I SO DUMB.

Anyways, I will not tell you how I got pranked because it really sounds dumb and unbelievable that I would fall for such dirty tricks. LOL.

YOU THINK IT IS VEH FUNNY ISSIT, STUPID PEOPLE. LOL. actually hor, I think it is leh.. HAHAH! I WILL GET MY REVENGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVES ZPGYs!

Im off yo!

2008-09-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

to IITSC nightwalk! HAHAHA! BOO TO YOU!

meeting zhu peng gou yous up later! coz we are nightwalking as a group. HOW FUUUUUNNNN!

okay see you, be back by tmr and will have loads to blog about like stayovers, birthday celebrations, yada yada.

and my furnitures are arriving, gotta paint my room pink and black. LOL.

no la, im going to paint it white.

OK BYE im so retarded.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAG!

2008-09-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG AND CRAZY DAY!

Okay, I'll blog in details after I get pictures from various people.

Last sunday night was spent with zhouz, yingz and jiahuiz watching movie. YING YING REALLY DAMN LAST MINUTE ASK PPL OUT.

Coz Yings wanted to buy Mag's present at Orchard, we shun bian decided to catch a movie since she had a complimentary ticket. So we went to watch ~~12 Lotus~~ 4BIA LOL.

SORRY LA JIAHUI! REALLY REALLY DUN HAVE TICKETS FOR 12LOTUS! HAHAHAHA.

So we tricked Jiahui into watching 4bia with us knowing she don't dare to watch horror show besides, there's really no tickets for 12lotus at Cine! Then Yings brought her to the toilet while I bought the tix. LOL.

Quote from Zhou's blog:

LOL so Yingying brought Jiahui to the toilet while Eric and I went to buy the tickets for 4bia :D So we sat down in the cinema :D And when the show just started... splats of blood started showing up... and ghostly music was playing in the background.

Jiahui: ...? Is this 4bia?
Yingying: NO LAH 12 LOTUS LAH
Jiahui: But it's so 4bia-ish...
Eric: NO LAH IT'S PART OF 12LOTUS LAH YOU DONO MEH
Jiahui: But it's in Thai...
Yingying: Royston Tan collaborate with Thai people for this movie lah you dono meh???
Me: LOL.
Jiahui: OMG THIS IS 4BIA!!!???!!!
Us: :D

HAHA BUT TOO LATE! I was quite scared that she will run out of the cinema or something but she didn't lah. But after the movie she kept telling us that we suck LOL :D

HELLO, told you we are 猪朋狗友. HAHA!!!!!

Anyway, we didn't manage to get anything that day for Mag and went home around 11. -_-

Monday afternoon, after Digital Essentials, we collaborated to bluff Mag that we're going home and we proceeded to town to shop around for her present. Brought a graphic bag for her. After shopping, the 猪朋狗友s came to my house and we baked a very disgusting thing like a cross between a cake and mousse and pudding when it was suppose to be CHOCOLATE CAKE. Anyways, it failed. LOL, but fortunately we made a tray of agar agar in case of such unfortunate event. So we just took it as a birthday cake for next morning's celebration at school.

7 of us out of 2 卓+ 1 个人 went baking while Sus and Zhou went to play foosball with lecturers in school.

ANYWAY ANYWAY ANYWAY, I had lots of fun baking with the 猪朋狗友s! :DDDDDDD

Then then then the next morning on Tuesday after digi ess, we had an agar agar cutting ceremony with mag.

OK THE AGAR CAKE'S SURFACE LOOKS ABIT LOW CLASS. BUT BUT BUT BUT....

THE AGAR AGAR's CROSS SECTION GOT 5 FUCKING DIFFERENT COLOURS! CHIO RIGHT!
We had to painstakingly make it layer by layer and it turned out to be super pretty :D. YING YING LOOKS LIKE THE DAI YAN REN FOR OUR AGAR AGAR. LOL.

We planned to like give Mag a series of birthday surprises. Then most ultimate one was to make her believe that Jiahui was PMSing in school and is angry at her during her birthday because of some very lame reasons. LOL.

HELLO OUR ACTING IS IMBA BECAUSE SHE TOTALLY BELIEVED THAT JIAHUI IS PISSED AT HER AND HENCE DIDN'T WANNA JOIN US FOR CELEBRATION LATER. Then when we went Teo Heng for Karaoke, Jiahui came and gave her a surprise and they are good friends again. HAHAHAHHAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Birthday surprises are so fun!

Teoheng with 猪朋狗友s are always so fun and happening. HAHA TING HAI BECAME OUR ANTHEM YO. AND F.I.R. COMBO IS FUCKING HIGH.

Ok, pictures soon!

After teoheng, we went around Prints and Paperchase at Parkway, then went coldstorage to buy 2 bbq whole chickens and ate at the foodcourt.

After that, some of them (Zhou, Jolyn and Yings) travelled to my place and played mahjong until the next morning. HELLO, hiong please. Stayed up the whole night at my place and chillz and ate maggie mee. Got a bit drunk due to Ying's Martell Maggie mee and sleepy and we kindda stumbled along until like 7am LOL.

AND I AM MAHJONG KING! We were suppose to have a mahjong tournament and the winner will be the king of Mahjong, runnerup is the queen, 3rd is suppose to be some 大官，and last will be the 宫女/太监. LOL.

HELLO I AM THE KING BECAUSE I GOT LIKE THE MOST TAI!!! HAHAHAAA

Zhou is queen (win 9 tai) and Jolyn is 大官 (7 tai) and yingying became the palace maid (6 tai). HAHA!!! FUNNY LA, yingying says she dun wan to be palace maid because it is so low class, she wants to be 大常金。Then I told her da chang jin is more low class than the palace maid, she said. "ATLEAST I OWN A 100 EPISODES DRAMA".

WTF, LOOOOL LOSER, ya and a theme song right. LOL. A ahh B ahh.

HAHAAA, ok we are so retarded.

Then I hit the sack around 8 plus and died.

OK PICTURES ON NEXT ENTRY! CHECK BACK SOON!

Oh yea, I got accepted for IIT nightwalk TO BE GHOST AGAIN!!!!!! YAYYYY gonna meet up the peoples tmr for nightwalk meeting. HAHAH!!!!! OH MY, IM SO EXCITED. HAHAHAAAA!

Happy Teachers' Day!

2008-08-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

Half of yesterday was spent going back PSS to meet up my friends and teachers and the other half was spent on submitting my logo at TP, which was a failure because of some stupid server error. I eventually did the submission at home.

Woke up with a ultra good mood and took 136 down to punggol. Went up the hall and met alot of people, many of them who have grown and changed so much since the last time I saw them. Didn't find alot of teachers to talk to because I am tired of another lecture of my hair, -.-, and I didn't have much time to search for teachers all over the school just to talk to them. Another major reason was that one quarter of the population of teachers that I know have left their job in PSS, so what I saw yesterday was alot of new faces. Sigh. Well, more teachers are leaving, and I think by next year I won't see a need to go back to school again.

I STILL HAVE MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES THOUGH!

Oh yes, I had so much fun in school with them la.

I have this thing I wanna blog about, but it's so difficult to put them in words given my limited vocab. LOL still, I'll try. Don't read coz i think it's damn lengthy and b0ring, scroll down for pictures if you want.

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Most of the teachers whom I've talked to realized a drastic change in me and they said that I'm a happier person who seeks to having fun in everything I do, having fun especially in a design school. I am so please to hear this and the conversation that I had with these teachers were endearing because I've finally let down my inhibition and shown them the less- ceremonious Eric who I was afraid to portray in the past.

I didn't feel comfortable allowing my frankness to manifest in secondary school last time because I felt I need to carry myself to be a student of good calibre and disposition. However in the midst of doing so, scoring good grades and proving my capability as a student and as a Headprefect, I somehow lost my own sense of individuality. I wasn't truly happy because I had to put up a front that I'm totally into the situation of pleasing the teachers with my acquired disposition.

NOT THAT I AM FAKING ANOTHER PERSONALITY OUT OR TRYING TO BE A TEACHERS' PET, but I felt that there was a need to impress my teachers. Slowly, I realised I wasn't truly satisfied and teachers did not fully understand me.

This is somehow why I am still not close with some of the teachers even though they taught us for many many many years.

Then I came back to school one day (during speech day like last last last week) with an unexpected dressing style and many of the teachers thought I was suffering a crisis or a blow or something that caused such a drastic change in myself. LOL. (except for Shanmugan who thought I came out from a jungle, -_-)

Anyway, some of the teachers made comments that Punggol Sec have suppressed the other side of myself and it was time to unleash it after leaving school.

Mdm Sunarti was like, RAWR. HAHA DAMN FUNNY. I think she's super funloving although she's never taught me before.

Mrs Lau did notice my change too and she felt happy for me, because I'm finally doing what I love in TPDS and not mugging hard for promos at some stupid Junior College. HAHA!

Ms Siow WAS IN SHOCK AND TRAUMA WHEN SHE SAW ME AND WAS SCREAMING AT ME LIKE, WHO DID THIS TO MY BOY, WHERE IS MY ERIC????? WHERE YOU STUDY NOW? I AM GOING TO COMPLAIN TO THE SCHOOL WHY THEY DID THIS TO MY ERIC.

HAHAHHAAA DAMN CUTE OK SHE.

LOL, I wished she was calmer but, yea... I was really really excited to see her! HAHAHAHAAAAA.

Yep, different teachers had different comments of me, but most of the comments were related to my fringe. LOL. How annoying.

Anyway, I think I'm done with sharing with you my thoughts and I came across some old pictures that lifted my mood today.

Teachers day 2006, I was Emcee.

WAD THE FUCK RIGHT, I LOOK DAMN KIDDY, HELLO.

OK I SHOW U ONE PICTURE DURING SEC ONE, I DUNNOE WHY SO BLUR, BUT OH MY GOD

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HELLO? EPITOME OF FAT, PLEASE.

HAHAHAHAHA. If I got scanner I show u my FAT EZLINK PIC. OH MY GOD. If GOD can change me, he can change ANYTHING.

OH MY GOD, NOSTALGIC HAHA.

i love my class :D

I LOVE MY CLASS. :DDDD

Good ol' times.

DAMN BAI CHI LA OH MY GODZILLA.

During O lvls.

Somehow, I wanna be in secondary school ALL OVER AGAIN, starting from Sec 1 Orientation Camp 2004 Day One. HAHAHA!

Aiyah, anyway, pictures!!!

Supper with Cheryl and Zhihua at Kovan Punggol Nasi Lemak!!!

LOL THE CHICKEN ON THE TRAY WAS MINE. I dropped it while eating.. =(

Threesome. Loves

I have no caption for this picture LOL.

The chicken on the tray is still there...

Group Shot! =D

Paiseh, no pictures of the food because before Che could take pic of them, ZH and I were gobbling up our food. DAMN HUNGRY OK, WE SKIPPED DINNER EBCAUSE OF SUPPER HAHAH!.

Thrift Shopping at Salvation Market with Classmates yo!

Crazy mad women with trollies FULL of nonsense.

Mag ravaging the 2nd hand stuff.

CUTE ANOT.

After shopping we settled at T3 Cafe and played many many games! I ordered a 3.50 rootbeer float and it was teh sex. :D

HAHAAAA THE GIRLS BOUGHT ALOT OF STUFF LA OH MY! no wonder they are called woman, because shopping is almost like their instinct. Who else is more nv ren then magdalene and jolyn? who spent near 50 dollars each on THRIFT ITEMS. HELLO. THRIFT MEANS SPEND LITTLE MONEY, SEE HOW THEY ANYHOW LUAN BUY. LOL .

But as long as they are happy. HAHA, THEY ARE DOING THIS FOR CHARITY, right? LOL. Self denial.

Anyway,

TEACHERS' DAY GATHERING! (pictures not complete, need to wait for ppl to send, sianz)

HAHHAHAHA I PUNK'D THIS WOMAN YTD NIGHT WHEN I TOLD HER I'M GOING OVERSEAS TO STUDY, SHE'S TOTALLY DUMB, OMG, IM SO MEAN, BUT SHE BELIEVED ME! THEN I CONTINUE AND FOOL HER, OH MY GOD, READ HER BLOG IF YOU NEED SOMETHING TO LAUGHT AT.

Haha, but still, I love her man! Totally, like HARDCORE SCHOOLMATES FOR... 14 years and counting!

HELLO AH LIAN. LITTLE MISS GIGGLES AND RED HAIR, WHO IS MORE AH LIAN THAN HER? YOU TELL ME. HAHAAA, I STILL LOVE YOU, DON'T WORRY!

WE TOTALLY ROCKED THIS PICTURE BECAUSE WE LOOK LIKE SIBLINGS LOL, IS HY SAY ONE! I CAN'T FORGET HER INFECTIOUS LAUGHTER PLEASE, BUT I LOVE IT! HAHAHA CONTINUE TO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

I think I should stop typing in caps. ok. So Christina and I pakat to wear school tie go back PSS, and we look like some siao gina. BUT I STILL THINK THE SCHOOL TIE ROCKS COZ, ITS GREEN IN COLOUR AND IT RESEMBLES SEAWEED AND I LIKE SEAWEED. Oh and I MISS WEARING THE SCHOOL TIE, =( I MISS BEING HEAD PREFECT. =( HHAAHAA.

ON THE WAY TO LUNCH, ON CHONG'S CAR, I TELL YOU HIS CAR IS LIKE SOME SMALL 4 seater hybrid car AND SOMEHOW 8 of us managed to SQUEEZE INTO THAT CAR AND ARRIVED AT COMPASS POINT FROM SCHOOL, UNSCATHED. HAHAHAA NICE ONE.

At Ajisen :D

Chong is probably one of the teachers that don't behave like one. LOL. DAMN RUBBISH LA PLZ, I think he's also one teacher whom we can have lunch with at ease coz he's simply retarded, like us. LOL.

Okay, that's about it, I think I'll go upload my illustration for my deviant art account which is yet to be created. HAHHAAA.

I show you my logo for the SYOG logo competition. I think it's not youthful enough, AIYAH YOU GO READ THE DESIGN RATIONALE LA OK.

The logo illustrates a Vanda Miss Joaquim embedded in the five Olympic Coloured stripes. This logo captures the dynamism of the Olympic spirit and the formality of the Olympic event through the vertical motion of the coloured stripes.

This multi-coloured logo also symbolizes our vibrant youth culture while the integration of the Olympic colours with our Singapore Icon signifies our congeniality with the rest of the world.

Our national flower, Vanda Miss Joaquim, is a popular icon of our country and with it being the focus in the logo plainly informs the audience that the Inaugural Youth Olympic Games in 2010 is going to be held in Singapore.

The reason why the National Flower is used as a predominant element of the logo is because, firstly, it identifies Singapore fittingly, and secondly it’s resilient nature embodies the young athletes’ unwavering determination and pursuit for excellence in all aspects of life.

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Ok I SWEAR I DUNNOE WHY THE COLOURS LOOK SO FLUORESCENT HERE BUT MY LOGO WAS MADE TO BE MORE SUBTLE LOOKING AND PLEASANT.

I THINK I'M SCREWED LA, I JUST REALISED THE COLOURS ARE NOT COMPATIBLE IN MY SCREEN THAN THE LAST TIME I SAW IT IN MY SCHOOL'S MAC SCREEN. OH GOD. SAVE ME. OH SHIT. FUCK.

I THINK PHOTOBUCKET GO AND EAT UP SOME OF THE COLOURS OF MY LOGO, OR BECAUSE I USED A CMYK MODE FOR MY LOGO INSTEAD OF RGB? I DUNNOE LA OH MY, I'M SO DEPRESSED.

bye.

ps/ DID YOU REALISE FOR THE 3 EVENTS I WAS WEARING THE SAME OUTFIT?!!!!!!!!

HELLO ITS NOT I NEVER BATHE OR I TOO POOR TO BUY NEW CLOTHES, ITS JUST COINCIDENCE LOL.

I HATE RAIN.

2008-08-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

OCCASIONAL RAINS ARE OK LA BUT IT'S BEEN RAINING EVERYDAY. MAD ANOT.

and i can't exercise out with the stupid rain, it spoils my mood to go out too, and my laundry can't fucking dry properly which results in a mouldy smell in my clothes.

anyway im not in the best of moods, and the rain further dampens it.

these few days are insane I tell you, I was in a series of karaoke marathon with different people for 3 days since last week! met up with apple, weixiang, jiahui and jacen to watch fireworks at last friday night and decided that we should go and ton till the next morning coz wx and jacen are flying to thailand the day after. hence we decided to go Kbox and sing over the night. i think its freaking mad, coz i've never stayed out so late to sing KTV LOL. the in the afternoon (the day I went home in the morning) i met up with yingz, jiahui (who hasn't slp since the day before, ZAI), and nicholas to attend a *scape event that screened MoneyNotEnough2. AFTER THAT WE FREAKING WENT TO TEO HENG AND SING KTV AGAIN UNTIL LIKE 11 PLUS WHEN ZHOU MET US UP TO JOIN US. SIAO ONE RIGHT. the next morning i skipped sch coz I was too tired. LOL. Then Ytd, I WENT TEO HENG WITH CLASSMATES AGAIN TO SING KTV COZ IT WAS FREAKING CHEAP. LIKE 6 PER HOUR PER PERSON? MAD. I AM SERIOUS, but this time i went with zhou, magdalene, jiahui (mad woman), jolyn, suimin.

you know one of the perks to go KTV with all girls right, is that whenever they got duet songs right, i'll be there to hog the mic to sing the guy's part. HAHHAHAHAAA... anyway. YA ITS DAMN FUCKING FUN PLZ. ktv ftw!

oh yea.. pictures. aiyah im too lazy to post any pictures up. i will when i'm free.

FOR NOW, I GOTTA DO THE STUPID SYOG LOGO DESIGN FOR DIGIESS. AND I KNOW HOW TO USE ILLUSTRATOR LIAOz!

ok see you bye.

Good day out.

2008-08-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today is one of the ideal days that I've always been hoping for since a long time ago.

Like fine weather, good company, good food and good entertainment. Nothing was wrong today, I felt like, me. Today was so perfect that it screamed surrealism. At least being out with my friends today took somethings off my mind. I needed this break real badly and I felt so happy today. I truly enjoyed today while it lasted.

Hmm, let's see... I met classmates at Potong Pasir at afternoon (OH YES, I WAS AMAZINGLY AND MIRACULOUSLY PUNCTUAL AND EVEN EARLIER THAN ZHOU AND SUSANNA, ZOMG PRAISE ME PLZ) and we went shopping at the salvation army thrift market, after that we went to chillz at a cafe and played board games. I started doodling on my new notebook which I got from the market. I LURRVE THE GRID LINES AND ITS YELLOWISH PAPER TEXTURE. I can't express adequate disgust for single lined books, so I decided that the current one that I bought (insanely for just one dollar), I would use it for drawing! I just hate the gu niang polka dots cover page. I might just draw all over the cover and hide the hideous print. :D

I will blog about the trip in details after collecting pictures from other ppl. LOL. I bo cam, means is sad.

At night I had Dipper (go figure) with Zhi Hua, Cheryl and her Mum at Ponggol Nasi Lemak at Kovan. Wah damn nice food.

I shall stop abruptly and go to sleep. LOL. BYE.

I chopped my hair.

2008-08-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

My excessive long side and back of hair have been resolutely chopped off today.

Wah I feel damn relaxed, like my head feels lighter. You know I feel like I can float Sarah Jessica Parker style. Okays, I am very satisfied with the cut, after having like 6 months of mid long hair which was such a heavy irritant, I finally decided to do what everyone asked me to do- cut short my hair!

Okay la, it's not exactly short, but still... shorter than what I had for the past 6 months. I still have long fringe though.

WHAT! PEOPLE GOT BIG FOREHEAD NEED FRINGE COVER CANNOT?

I love my haircut. Not like Zhou, who also got her hair cut today and got it all wrong, she claims.

Today I went to school to meet up the DPA people for main comm meeting. Lunch after meeting was hilarious and entertaining. It's been super long since I saw everyone chatting happily over a meal, really nice lunch. Tmr's supper would be at Punggol Nasi Lemak with Cheryl and Zhihua! Wah, think only damn shiok. Great company and tasty food.

Btw, tmr will be thriftshopping with the classmates at Salvation army market. I hope I can pick something nice up. And no, I GOT STAMINA TO SHOP ONE OK, not like what Susanna says, I'm only impatient towards shopping for things I don't like ok. I'm a selective shopper. :D And I LOVE DAISO OMG I'M SO LAO AUNTIE.

Omg, moley smiley face. LOL OK.

I show you my grade A works from VPEss. I know it's a bit late since it's one month since the end of that module, nevertheless...

Here goes... my final exhibition board. Nothing especially spectacular about my display la.. I just like my book illustration, bookmark design and a couple of other stuff.

Click to enlarge!

As you can see... the more rubbish works which i couldnt be bothered are placed at the bottom. LOL.

I will upload my book illustration to my Deviantart asap. Okay, meanwhile... see you soon!

I am going to blog everything at one go.

2008-08-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

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BUSINESS STUDIES CLUB SUB COMM CAMP NIGHTWALK PICTURES RIGHT AT THE END OF THIS ENTRY! SCROLL DOWN AT YOUR OWN RISK!

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I predict this to be a loooong entry since I have nothing to do until next Monday and I've got lots of thing to talk about. :D

Yesterday was the end of 3D Art Fun, thank goodness. You know how excruciating the whole module was? Like, almost everyone got cuts and scratches all over their body for this module. INCLUDING ME, WHO GOT CUT BY THE EVIL SCISSORS FROM THE STUDIO. Thanks Christina for the plaster and Joyce for bandaging my wound!

This module let me see the friendliness of everyone in class and I'm really proud of the class la (Though earlier I haven't got a good impression of everyoneyet, now I do, I think)! People who have earlier completed what the needed to do helped out the rest who were slower, or in my case, clumsier. Eventually, when we set up our final sculptures in the exhibition studio, a pang of pride and satisfaction hit me. Really, to see everyone's fruit of labor coming to life is like super satisfying. Zhou has a lampshade, Susanna has cocoon balls, CH has glowing buildings, Savie has Triangular thingies, Christina has abstract people dancing on a curly pole LOL, Joyce has a Star shaped thingie, Sam has a glowing torch, Cheryl has a fetus and a womb, Ramos has a flying woman, Sophia has a plunging man, Suimin has 5 torch bearers, Nicholas has a damn cute rattan man finishing a race, Magdalene has Kebabs (LOL, I'm seriously kidding.), Yingz has many broken fans and a working one, Jiahui and her running man and many many other more whose sculptures I'm lazy to state. Yup... many of us used light as a medium to let our sculptures shine, so in the end the exhibition studio looks like a mini light display. HAHA!

I shall post many many peektures of my sculpture! Thanks to Nichlolas and Zhouz for their pr0z DSLRS.

Presenting to you!

Light testing during the evening.

CHIO RIGHT THE LIGHT, I THINK ITS DAMN CHIO. ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT.

Don't anger me or I'll poke u with my sculpture and you'll bleed and die.

Okay, that's about it. You don't see my work like very easy to do and looks very simple. ITS NOT OK. I got injured so many fucking times trying to twist/cut/hammer the metal sheet and polishing it is really a PITA. AND THE WORKSHOP UNCLES ARE DAMN ANAL, KEEP GRUMBLING AND SCOLDING US FOR BOTHERING THEM. CHEEKEN. But to give them the benefit of doubt, I must really thank them for the trouble to collect materials so many numerous times for our class and to teach us how to operate our machine in the PID workshop. Otherwise, our sculptures wouldn't be possible.

Anyway, I show you a random picture...

LOL Taken at mount Sophia when we wanted to go to the KonichiWOAH exhibition. But to our utter disgust, the exhibition was closed every Mondays. AND WE HAD TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS ...

... TO REALISE WE HAVE NOTHING TO SEE FOR THE EXHIBITION.

Well anyway... that was the start of the 3D artfun block. Like the first day of the module.

Okay I shall abruptly jump to another day which is outing with some DPA mates!

We were at Sentosa! Wow, May 25.

ON THE SKY TRAIN!

LOOK AT THERESA. LOL.

DPA ROCKS SOCKS TILL GOT HOLE.

NEEDLE AND I about to do Go- cart.

Spastic

AT THE BEACH!

Theresa, Meiyan and I

We love one another!

Jumpshot!

Theresa looking pretty here!

THERESA JUMPING DAMN HIGH!

US!

Eleanor, big fat slimy nua. HAHA. SHE ZAO GNG ALREADY LA!

Yi Zhen, NEEDLE!

DPA LOVES DPA.

Yay.

I shall Jump abruptly again to Mei Yan's Birthday celebration on 27 June!

Before I meet her and the rest, I chiong-ed whole day to make a book collage for her!

And a floor covered with rubbish LOL.

That's Theresa with her doodle on the book! haha

MEIYAN!!! BURFDAY GIRL! MEEHOON KUEH!!!

SURPRISE! wtf, cock face.

TABLE CLOTH SHIRTS! haha.

SMILE MEE HOON KUEH!

TABLE CLOTH 1 and TABLE CLOTH 2

Act shy nia.

Loves.

Theresa licked Meiyan afterwards and died.

BURFDAY CAKE!

HAHA POOR THING!

MAD ONE LA I TELL YOU THEY ANYHOW SMEAR CAKE ON PPL'S FACE!

BOYBAND LOL.

LOVES.

Group Shot. LOVELY DPA PEEPS.

Next up...

BUSINESS STUDIES CLUB NIGHTWALK

Note: I'm not from BSC LOL, im just helping out in the nightwalk in the name of a Design Studies Club member. I think because we're damn talented and horrible looking, they needed our help. Anyway, nightwalk taken place during second day of Lunar Seventh Month.

This proved that this group of designers below are beyond sanity of a normal human, please watch out for them when you happen to drop by design canteen for lunch because they might happen to be hungry and eat up your insides.

PREPARATION!

Zhou's happy and harmless face. With abit of talcum powder.

Syara applying eyeliner for me, the diva. LOL.

Getting on into the ghastly mood.

Apply some red paint over your body. In my case, my nose too, because im a ticko ghost, and I died of nose bleeding.

Evil Grin

BEFORE COMMENCEMENT OF NIGHTWALK

CAN U SMELL HORROR?

Then we were allocated to our designated location. I paired up with Zhou and we were situated at the staircase above Cheers Level 3-4. At the end of business school.

Empty Corridor.

我们死得好惨！

I TELL YOU THE STAIRCASE IS DAMN FUCKING PITCH DARK. But then after getting used to our surroundings, we were less afraid and began to strategise on how to scare the campers. HAHA!

And you know the irony is, when we were so engross with the thought of scaring other people, we totally lost ourself into the situation, like the really eerie surroundings didn't matter to us anymore. We began crawling up and down and even when I was alone at level 4 and Zhou at Level 3, I wasn't bothered by the fact that I was alone for all I wanted to do was to scare the shit out of the campers LOL. DAMN DIABOLICAL RIGHT.

Anyways.. continuing...

I died at this staircase where we were suppose to haunt the campers. LOL.

Ghost and the glowing dick. I THINK MY FACE HERE LOOK DAMN FUCKING DISGUSTING. OMG IM SO APPALLED. FUCK.

Camwhored while waiting for the campers to come in.

Boo!

WAH I TELL YOU WHEN I MANAGED TO SCARE SOME OF THE HUMJI KIAS I DAMN SHIOK BECAUSE I FELT SO... APPRECIATED. LOL. but then there are some act brave people who kept joking about our acting and make up I feel like punching them. They are some cowards who used such tactics to hide their fear. BLOODY NOOBS. Then got like act tough ah beng go and spew vulgarities at my fellow ghost friends. FUCKING RUDE LA. HELLO, WE ARE HELPING YOU MAKE YOUR CAMP INTERESTING OKAY. fuckers.

Okay, continuing...

RUN FOR YOUR FREAKING LIFE!

a heap of dead designers bodies.

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END OF NIGHT WALK!

HAHA IT'S REALLY FREAKING FUN, OH MAN, I DIDN'T REGRET MY DECISION TO JOIN THE NIGHT WALK! TOTALLY. ok i wanna join more night walks in the future!

it's really a different feeling being a camper and a actor in a nightwalk... aiyah dunnoe how to explain.. but I think it's more fun scaring ppl then letting others scare you LOL.

HAHA. TP DESIGN FOR THE WIN!~

Wow, this entry damn long.. I took WHOLE DAY to update. LOL.

Okay, till then, see you again! BYE!

HELLO! PROCRASTINATE LA DEH.

2008-08-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hello, thank you, I realised I have plenty of overdue stuff to talk about.

-Sentosa trip with some DPA peeps like 3 months ago. Wow. OH YA, I DAMN LONG NEVER SEE THERESA LIAO. OMG.
-BSC Nightwalk
-School work howcase. For VpEss, Ideation, 3D Artfund.
-PSS Speechday.

I think still got alot. Aiyah, I promise k after end of this block, which is in one week's time. LOL.

I TELL YOU HOR, I WAS AT PID WORKSHOP DOING D&T WORK WHOLE DAY TODAY!

Wahaha. Relishing the sec 1 and 2 moments. I'm using aluminium sheets as a sculpture medium for my final assignment.

Btw, I'm quite glad at how my final sculpture has turned out. I will show u the final product when I'm done, by this friday!

I show you my mock up first, I THINK IT'S DAMN CHIO, U DUN LIKE IT'S UR BUSINESS. AND IF YOU EXPECT ME TO RESPECT YOUR WORK, YOU LEARN TO RESPECT OTHER PPL'S TOO, K THANKS. SHOOTING YOUR MOUTH OFF CRITICIZING IS DIFFERENT FROM GIVING CONSTRUCTIVE COMMENTS. YOU HAVE FEELINGS OTHER PEOPLE DON'T HAVE LA. CHEE BYE. POT CALLING KETTLE BLACK.

there you go. :D

IT'S GONNA BE 3 TIMES BIGGER AND MADE IN METAL!

I think I'm damn ambitious about the choice of material since I have not worked with aluminium before... AIYAH, IT'S ABOUT TAKING CHANCES RIGHT!? hope it'll turn out the best I want it to be.

Tmr going school again.

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I got a freakingkongkiang A for Visual Presentation Essentials and B for Ideation! HOORAY FOR SOME PRETTY DECENT GRADES!

And I submitted my entry for Shu uemura Digital Art Competition. Will upload it soon.

Sneak Preview of my 20-page illustration book for Visual Presentation below! Click to Enlarge!

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