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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Unfinished Illustration WHY WHY WHY DOESNT BLOGGER RECOGNISE AND SAVE MY PASSWORDDDD!!!!!! wah lao, im damn lazy to type password everytime i wish to blog. =.= I'm heading school later to scan my illustrations and add on some texts. Then after school is BAKE RICE TIME WITH THE RETARDS. HHAHAHAAA! Last week, Lille asked us to do a book illustration based on and inspired by a chosen nursery rhyme. I picked One Two Buckle My Shoe. LOL. FUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN. Will post up my illustrations after scanning. I'm drawing the characters and texts separately so that I can re-composite them in photoshop. For one line of words, I have like 10 different handwritten types scribbled by me on paper, and I'll have to pick one best type ultimately for use. Then I'll need to scan all the elements in to compile them in photoshop, DAMN TEDIOUS OKAY. But I'm not complaining, I am having fun! Lille didn't mention criticism or compliment for my illustrations during ytd's consultation. Same for my bookmark design consultation last week. I felt so cheated, because her feedbacks are no feedbacks. =.= So it's either I've done work up to her expectations, or that she can't be bothered with me. I hope it's the former. one two buckle my shoe three four knock at the door five six pick up sticks seven eight lay them straight nine ten a big fat hen eleven twelve dig and delve thirteen fourteen maids a courting fifteen sixteen maids in the kitchen seventeen eighteen maids in waiting nineteen twenty my plates empty! I PRAY THAT I CAN FIND A SCANNER IN PROPER FUNCTION FOR ME TO USE IN SCHOOL LATER AND PRAY THAT EVERYTHING GOES ON SMOOTHLY AND PRINTING WILL NOT BE COCKED UP. 0 comments 12:34 PM-------- <3 Friday, July 11, 2008 blahhh I'm feelings pretty fine now. this block is damn slack, like 3 lessons this week only. one of which i ponned. lol. I have absolutely nothing to do besides doing her homework, so i talked to zhou on msn discussing the different level of obesity in a person. Our conclusions are pretty hilarious. Then we had cyber sex, yet again. And zhou decided to show me some porn from her webcam. LOL. THAT IS SOME GOOD PORN BECAUSE I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING HAHAAAAAAAAA. the couple went on the car top and hump each other. HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA anyway, zhouz mum got home soon after and we ceased our porn sharing session. LOL. I'M REALLY DAMN BORED LA. wah lao.... 0 comments 6:00 PM-------- <3 Friday, July 4, 2008 extremely depressed should i see a doctor, i think i'm suffering from depression. even typing this entry now gives me pangs of despondency. it's been a struggle since the beginning of june, how i witness negativities pile up insanely and so rapidly that I begin to question my strength to make it through whatever that comes. i know i sound like a wuss but i experienced moodswings and panic attacks every now and then, it's getting so out of hand that i would withdraw myself from the usual crowd and start lamenting on my own. it's so sad la. I'm so sad. then school work come pouring down like crazy eating up my inhibition against mental wreckage. every little thing that I do, or people do, I took it now not by a pinch of salt. I start to question people's sincerity and my own judgment. it sucks to be alone, knowing that everyone out there is having balls of fun with each other. i hallucinate alot. i started to imagine myself out of this lonesome predicament, seeking solace in the inner peace within. i write alot in my book journal, but only of all the wreckage that i've caused to myself. maybe it's a good thing that I vent, but positivity seems so bleak at this moment that when I talk about my sadness, I go back into the vicious cycle of morbid feelings. i dunnoe, i'm not being very coherent in this entry, basically because my feelings are awfully mixed. ahhh... fuck, consultation is in 2 hours time, and i have nothing to show. basically because i don't have a camera. lille should fucking consider the poorer students that not many of us can't afford a camera to do her fucking assignments. i'm so angry about this that i have to say that I really detest her teaching. does she even understand that there are certain limits to every student's financial capability or mental capacity? ugh fuck. i'm going to school with a black face now. and hear her ramble and digress on and on. 3 comments 6:53 AM-------- <3
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