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Saturday, February 28, 2009 hi all. horidays! Hi this is Pandora. with her screwed up breast. i'm eating an apple. because of my bad planning skeelz the last min dinner at 85 was cancelled, i highly believe it's not my fault and im slightly annoyed. because im hungry now. i'm just too suay that ppl cant make it and its raining like mad now. oh and my block is finally over but it just had to end on a very sour note. Ytd was pretty horrible because The Lecturer didn't like my final painting which made me slightly disappointed, but the more irritating part is when she said something like I need to adhere more to the style of my artistic reference WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE WHO ASKED ME NOT TO COPY TOO MUCH OF MY REFERENCE ARTIST'S STYLE DURING CONSULTATION. HELLO. That made me a little mad so the whole time I wasn't really registering what she was saying. I was just defending my art like crazy and you know it's impossible to please that woman. What Zaihan said about the imperfection of my work was correct, and I ought to bear in mind his criticism, while what The Lecturer said is half the time bullshitting, the other half contradiction which is also bullshit. Z. I personally think that the painting is definitely rushed and some parts of the painting is weird (YES I AGREE WITH YOU MISS THE LECTURER), LOL. BUT HELLO, THIS IS MY FIRST FUCKING TIME PAINTING ON SUCH A BIG CANVAS, SO SHOW SOME LOVE YO. I believe it's every one's first time too. So most of the time, her criticism was based on what she don't like about the painting and with almost no hint of pride for her student's work. WAH ANGRY AH. AND SHE ASKED US TO GO AND RE-PAINT IT FOR MARKING ON MONDAY. WAH CRAZY. U GO PAINT URSELF LA. So after the critic I totally sunk into bouts of depression and angst and was ranting like a mad person. What she left me was insecurity of my own competence and a high percentage of anger. Reason being I wasn't satisfied with my own rushed work and I was shot down by The Lecturer for being seemingly incompetent. Gerrit, I was feeling lousy all the time. I don't like ah, being questioned of my competence. If I were given more time, I promise I will paint it better than it is now. And no, it is not an excuse for my lousy work, it's a conviction that I will do better if I was not rushed. The background is nice right, because I was taking my own sweet time to paint, haha, because I painted it first. I promise myself that I will paint another Pandora in the near future. On my own pace and time. Then I will hang on my bedroom for a few months (and not masturbate to it) and sell it to worthy art buyers for a few million. Kidding. No, I'm not kidding about the re-painting part, I will repaint on my own accord, and for my own personal purpose, not for stupid 2D art fundamental submission which is a module that I currently detests now out of so many other modules. What's done is done for 2D shit, and I'm so glad I'm advancing on to year 2 and I hope I won't face you again, Miss The Lecturer. If I do, I make sure my work will knock your socks off. Like how it did for my Visual Presentation book illustration. I won't claim this setback as a failure because I know that if I suck at something, I will improve. :D I dreamt that I was shouting at The Lecturer in the studio and she is telling me that she don't like me in my face. Wow, not like I like you in reality. Maybe I really don't like her which resulted in my angsty response to her criticism to my work. But, who cares, if you were a nicer lecturer and a more competent one, I might respect you more than I do now. Btw, I am proud of my painting despite of all its imperfections. Ha, you won't bring me down. A student complains about the teacher= Probably the student's fault Whole class or entire level of students bitching about the teacher= She should quit or totally change her outlook in life and probably how to treat students with appreciation. Oh, btw, UGLY BREASTS FOR THE WIN. OH BTW, THANKS AMANDA FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY RANT AND PEI-ING ME TO EAT LUNCH, I LOVE YOU MUCH. :D Without you my life after class would be very dark and bleak. THANKS MY FRIEND! btw btw, the white dot below the breast is mervin's jizz. LOL. Labels: rants, reflection, traditional art 2 comments 10:00 PM-------- <3
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