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Thursday, November 13, 2008And right.Joanna could find 3000 words worth of information, and out of the information she gave me to compile has got ABSOLUTE SUBSTANTIAL POINTS (highlighted in red for me some more) to cover the topic, I don't get it why you can't. I don't know, maybe you tried your best, still, I take it as nonchalance to my said expectation. In other words, you don't give a damn, so why were you so defensive when I said I'll do whatever you have to do MYSELF? Crap, indeed, I can't go on like that grumbling forever, i need to do my homework, see you in school, and learn from your friends instead of saying that their words are crap. LEARN. 0 comments 12:26 AM-------- <3 Wednesday, November 12, 2008im full of crap.If what I did and said was full of crap, you wouldn't get a person with a whooping GPA of 3.6 talking to you, telling what you should and should not do for a dumb typography group project. ' Oh, I can't help from being sucha bitch, but seriously, you want to talk about ability right, come and challenge what I'm capable of in front of my face , THEN talk about having "loads of craps" under my belt. YOU volunteered me as the leader, YOU thought you could get away easy with easy job in this team project, YOU think that you have contributed enough for the group, YOU haven't been taking charge of your own learning and be responsible for what you have to deliver to the lecturer. SO DON'T COME AND FUCKING TELL ME I HAVE ALOT OF CRAP TO GIVE YOU. AND NO, I HAVEN'T BEEN SHITTING LATELY, DUE TO THE SCREWED UP BODY CLOCK, SO LITERALLY, I HAVE NO SHIT TO GIVE YOU. If you can't stand my high standards in a group project, then go ahead and tell Phek gek that you wish to withdraw from the group. You haven't spend alot of your time on this shit anyway. If you think that I don't appreciate your paltry effort on the research, leet me tell you that I do appreciate, but they were less than substantial, SO IS IT MY FAULT THAT YOUR RESEARCH DOES NOT MAKE IT TO THE MARK? SO LOGICALLY, ITS YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS TO ACCEPT WHATEVER I HAVE TO SAY AND WORK IT. EVERYONE IS RUSHING FOR DEADLINES AND I KNOW THERE'S NOT MUCH INFORMATION ONLINE, BUT IF INFORMATION ARE SO EASILY OBTAINED (AND case in point, COPY AND PASTED ) THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROJECT FOR RIGHT. Au contraire, IF YOU COULD SPEND THE TIME YOU SPENT ON OTHER ACTIVITIES TO DO YOUR WORK, YOU WOULDN'T DILVER SUCH RIDICULOUS WORK. YES, RIDICULOUS, LIKE IT OR NOT, I DON'T APPRECIATE YOUR LACKADAISICAL ATTITUDE. and i have nothing personal here, accept for the fact that i'm pissed that I was told off for having "loads of crap". now, if you can't take my crap, too bad. I am the leader, so take my shit and eat it. YES, I'M A SELECTIVELY A BITCH, BECAUSE I CHOSE TO BE A BITCH HERE. Not my fault that I can't take unfair statement berated to me BY MY FRIEND. TELL ME WHICH FRIEND TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE FULL OF CRAP EXCEPT WHEN YOU ARE JOKING? Sometimes, you have to learn to draw a line between workmates and friends. I AM VERY GRUMPY NOW, I WANNA KILL YOU. AND IT'S FUCKING SUBMISSION ON FRIDAY. FUCK, UDNERSTAND WAD IS FUCK ANOT. Labels: friends, fuck, rants, tp design, visual comm 0 comments 10:21 PM-------- <3 Monday, April 28, 2008I feel like crap.It is such an understatement to say that I am tired of school work. What does it means when the thought of quitting keeps recurring in my head? While everyone that I know not from design school having fun in poly and lounging around after school, I just have to keep sketching and sketching and researching and researching. It's so scary to a point that I see blobs of black charcoal smudge when I turn my face away from the artpaper. My only solace is the hope to see my DPA friends whom I am so closely bonded to around in school. I know I shouldn't sink into negativity but I can't help complaining ok... Today, I had a fucking bad day because I slept like real late. There's no need to even think of why because it's obvious that I had to complete 20 sketches, 4 A3 artwork, 3 essay outlines, research, a collage by tomorrow. Fortunately, lecturer was benevolent to extend our deadline so that our rushed work will not look like crap. Oh yea, another thing is that I don't really adore my classmates. aww, harsh. I'm not having any particular issues with them in anyway, but I'm just tired of them. LOL... I don't know how it may sound, but it's really true that I am not happy when I am with my class. First, the competition within the class is rife, and I don't really admire some of their creative antics to liven the class's mood. Ok, nevermind if you don't get what I mean, but this is a class which is fall short of love and consideration. Never mind about my blatant remarks on my class, but for the next block, I really wish I have better coursemates. Christina pissed me off in class. It's about some stupid project grouping and I think she really pushed me off my tolerance zone. Which is no tolerance, lol, because apparently, I am super shagged (yes, even shagged is an understatement of my weariness). The next thing about today is that I am seriously in a freaking lousy mood because I spent the whole day doing NOTHING. NOT EVEN MY FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS. Seriously, if there is any more cases of being compelled to accompany my friend/s to run errands while neglecting my projects, I SWEAR TO JUST SEVERE TIES WITH ANY ONE OF THEM. I don't mind to wait for you to stop and say hi to your friends, because I would prolly do that too, but I MIND waiting for u to complete ur last bit of conversation with your friends whom I am strangers with. I don't mind accompanying you to buy lunch and eat it, but I mind having to wait for you while you are busy chatting and eating with friends whom I am strangers with. I don't mind to travel around the school or around the neighborhood accompanying you to run some errands, but I mind neglecting my assignment just for your convenience. Right, I may sound harsh because seriously, I am tired of accommodating to my classmates needs. Hence I shall be a selfish loner who will have no friends to delay his working time. Period. I AM FUCKING LOW LOW LOW.... Labels: daily musings, fuck, rants 1 comments 7:46 PM-------- <3 |
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