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Monday, April 28, 2008 I feel like crap. It is such an understatement to say that I am tired of school work. What does it means when the thought of quitting keeps recurring in my head? While everyone that I know not from design school having fun in poly and lounging around after school, I just have to keep sketching and sketching and researching and researching. It's so scary to a point that I see blobs of black charcoal smudge when I turn my face away from the artpaper. My only solace is the hope to see my DPA friends whom I am so closely bonded to around in school. I know I shouldn't sink into negativity but I can't help complaining ok... Today, I had a fucking bad day because I slept like real late. There's no need to even think of why because it's obvious that I had to complete 20 sketches, 4 A3 artwork, 3 essay outlines, research, a collage by tomorrow. Fortunately, lecturer was benevolent to extend our deadline so that our rushed work will not look like crap. Oh yea, another thing is that I don't really adore my classmates. aww, harsh. I'm not having any particular issues with them in anyway, but I'm just tired of them. LOL... I don't know how it may sound, but it's really true that I am not happy when I am with my class. First, the competition within the class is rife, and I don't really admire some of their creative antics to liven the class's mood. Ok, nevermind if you don't get what I mean, but this is a class which is fall short of love and consideration. Never mind about my blatant remarks on my class, but for the next block, I really wish I have better coursemates. Christina pissed me off in class. It's about some stupid project grouping and I think she really pushed me off my tolerance zone. Which is no tolerance, lol, because apparently, I am super shagged (yes, even shagged is an understatement of my weariness). The next thing about today is that I am seriously in a freaking lousy mood because I spent the whole day doing NOTHING. NOT EVEN MY FREAKING ASSIGNMENTS. Seriously, if there is any more cases of being compelled to accompany my friend/s to run errands while neglecting my projects, I SWEAR TO JUST SEVERE TIES WITH ANY ONE OF THEM. I don't mind to wait for you to stop and say hi to your friends, because I would prolly do that too, but I MIND waiting for u to complete ur last bit of conversation with your friends whom I am strangers with. I don't mind accompanying you to buy lunch and eat it, but I mind having to wait for you while you are busy chatting and eating with friends whom I am strangers with. I don't mind to travel around the school or around the neighborhood accompanying you to run some errands, but I mind neglecting my assignment just for your convenience. Right, I may sound harsh because seriously, I am tired of accommodating to my classmates needs. Hence I shall be a selfish loner who will have no friends to delay his working time. Period. I AM FUCKING LOW LOW LOW.... Labels: daily musings, fuck, rants 1 comments 7:46 PM-------- <3
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